"I wanted you to leave the gang. Because of it you are in danger. And why you still here, conmigo?" He said softly on my ear.
"Just because some destruction is beautiful."
India just left the house without saying anything to me. She looked at my face in anger but she said nothing. I am tired of this, I just want her. But I was acting like a real asshole. We used to be friends long time ago, we have to fix this shit. If we don't I'm going crazy. She got her ass off really quick.
I went outside the house looking for her, but her car wasn't there anymore. I wanted to go to her house and say sorry. She doesn't deserve it. But the only thing I do is type a message. I just searched her phone number, I giggle while I see the name on my phone. ''Indica''I used to call her that way, cause she smoked a lot of weed with me. I smiled.
Indica
''Please, let me talk to you.''
She was online by the time I typed it. Then she went off.
Like ten minutes before my phone started to sound. It was a message from her.
''I'm home alone. You can come over to talk. JUST TO TALK.'' I read on my phone screen. I am surprised she answered, not gonna expecting that.
I just took my car and went to her house. She was on the garden, sitting in the swing while smoking. She looked so damn good. She stared at me with an angry look.
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''What do you want to talk about, chico?'' She said like she didn't care. I sit on the other swing while we are looking at each other. ''I'm tired of this shit.''
''I want to explain about what happened India. Just listen to me, and if you don't want me around anymore I'll just go and dissapear from your life. I promise.'' I said looking her on the lips. She sighed.
''Then go and explain to me why you hurted me like that! I know we were only fucking but I did want us to be together.'' She said controlling her tears. ''And you never answered Oscar... Does this need an explanation? It's been 4 years.''
''I was trying to protect you, bebé. I know I messed up, but damn you were in danger.'' I said kissing her cheek. She just kept looking at the front. She was being so cold to me.
India's Pov
I couldn't believe this bullshit. Then if he was protecting me why didn't the hell he told me????
I'm pissed, I want to kick his ass outta here. But I didn't do shit, just answered him back.
''You should've told me I was in danger, fool! Why didn't you eh?!'' I said shouting as the tears were running out in my face. ''I wrote you a lot of letters. Called you. Go trying to visit to you. But I got nothing in all this time. TELL ME WHY OSCAR.'' I started crying a lot. He only hugged me, but I punched him on the chest. ''Don't do this.''
''Mami, please. Déjame explicarte.'' I just nodded my head. ''I went to prison because The prophets were trying to reach you, and I killed the ones who wanted you dead.'' He said serious. ''I never wanted you in prison because they still wanted to kill you, and the only way to keep you safe was acting like we didn't know each other.'' I was really surprised but still hurt.
''Don't baby me at first.'' I stared at him. ''You said you hurted my feelings because you wanted to protect me? Fuck you Oscar. Why the fuck you didn't tell me I was in danger? I tried to kill myself because of you!'' I was crying like I never cried before. My heart was beating so fast. Just for that he left me with no fucking explanation.
''Y- you tried to kill yourself because of me?'' He said worried. ''India, I don't want you get hurt again, Im telling you the truth'' He said and hugged me again.
''Yes, I tried. But I am alive so you don't have to worry.'' Then I looked him in the eyes. ''I miss you Oscar, that's the truth about it. But I have been really fucked up because of your attitude and I'm afraid this shit happens again.'' When all the words scaped my mouth I just do only one thing.
We kissed like we never kissed before. He was holding my head and cleaning up my tears.
''I missed you too'' He said to me back. ''Stop crying mama, I don't want you to be like this.''
''Well, if you don't want me to be like this, then you should fix things with me, prove to me that you are not gonna hurt me anymore.'' I said looking at his eyes again. ''Words don't mean anything to me.'' He kissed me again on my lips.
''I'll try my best to get you back, chica.'' He whispered on my ear. Then he passed his joint to me. ''Good night India.'' Then he grabbed his car and went off my house.
Fuck. I just gave Oscar a chance. I said I wasn't gonna do it, but damn it. I was still in love with this dumbass, and of course he hurted me, this shit is no going like everything else. It will take soo long.
''You did what?'' Brenda shouted at me. ''You don't need him, amiga.'' I was tired of people fucking telling me what to do. Brenda was supporting me, despite she was Oscar's friend too. But she knew how I been doing this past years.
''Well Brenda, I love him. I wish I wasn't but I do.'' I did love Oscar since we were like 5. Maybe this isn't the best idea, but I was giving him the last chance. ''Once he does something hurting to me, we're done forever.''
''Don't let him in your pants please! Not yet.'' She said giggling at me.
''Already did it'' I say while we are laughing together.
