Some destruction is beautiful. |OSCAR DÍAZ|

6. Traitor.

India's Pov.

We were doing good with the truce. We were safe at the moment and nobody wanted to hurt The prophets, we will wait until it's done.

I was hanging out with Cesar and his crew, they were talking about saving Cesar from the Santos.

"He can't go. I'm sorry guys." I said trying to calm them. "It's not that easy."

"But you are now the leader." Ruby said.

"I know it! But I can't do shit. It is more than me. If I could help Cesar, i'll do it."

"¿Y tu hermano? He is in college and he was born as a Santo too." Ruby said. My brother was different, he went with my mom and he never got jumped in.

"He isn't involved in the gang. He wasn't here at all." I was trying to help but I couldn't do anything for him. "I'll try to help you, Cesar. But I can't promise you anything." He nodded is head.

"Please, help him India. You are different from all the Santos. We know you." Monse said desperately.

"Okay boys, I'll do everything I can." I opened the door and left.

I walked down Oscar's house. Probably all of the gang members where there. When I was there I didn't see anybody outside. So I went on the inside.

When I appeared everyone shut their mouth. Were they having a meeting without me? What the fuck was wrong there?

"What were you talking about, putos?" I said smiling. They were looking at me like I had something on my face. "What??" I said looking at them.

"India, you shouldn't be here." Oscar said really serious.
"This is none of your bussiness now."

"¿Qué cojones estás hablando? Well, if you doin Santo shit I should be here since the beggining. I don't know what you are hiding from me." I was starting to get angrier.

"We already killed the Prophets who shot your father." Wait. They went to kill those bitches without me? I was shocked about that information.

"You did what?!" I yelled. "You handled my revenge without telling me?!" This man screwed everything up.
"¿Estás jodiendo? Aren't you?"

"No, India. We had killed them the other night. Everything is solved. We good now."

"No man, we not good." I punched him on the face. "You little piece of shit!" He knew that I wanted to kill the shooters. "You are a fucking traitor. You were telling me that everything was going to be okay. I trusted you. I trusted all of you!" I said looking at all of the members.

"Chill India, we did it for you." Said Daniel.

"For me?! ¡Por vosotros, cabrones!" I was fucking mad right now. "If my father was alive he would be dissapointed." I went outside the house real quick. Oscar was coming behind me.

I turned my back and pointed my gun at his face.

"¡Te odio Oscar!." I told him. "You are dead to me!" I still was pointing him with the gun.

Daniel came by too.

"Don't do this India, we were protecting you." I sighed looking at him.

"Did I ask for protection?! NO. Did I told you to kill those dumbasses instead of me? NO." Oscar tried to catch my gun. "You all dead to me. Fuck you! I don't need you for anything."

"You're acting crazy, mami." He looked at me with a neutral face.

"Well, if I can stay away from this I hope that Cesar gets out as soon as posible. If he's not you are going to regret it."

"We're done, Oscar." This bitch was making decissions for me. I never liked that. He was always trying to protect me. But I don't fucking care. I do not need protection. "If you come to my house we are going to have problems too."

Fuck Oscar. I wanted to talk to Brenda because she maybe knew something about this plan against me.
I'm done with the Santos. I'll be good on my own. Then I was calling Brenda on my way back home.

"Hey...How ya doin?" She sounded really surprised.

"Really bad Brenda. Did anynone tell you about the plan of taking down those pussys?" She sighed. That fucking hoe knew it too.

"Oscar was only trying to protect you." I was tired of that fucking word.

"FUCK PROTECTION, PUTA MADRE! You are the worst friend I had. "When was it?"

"Don't talk to me like that, India. It wasn't my plan." She tried to avoid my question.

"WHEN WAS IT?!" I yelled at her.

"The other day, after the party." I was feeling sick. So that's why Oscar left the bed without saying anything. We fucked before he killed those.

"¿Que estás diciendo?" I asked in pain. "You are going to regret it too, Brenda. I'm done with you too. Don't bother me again if you don't want to be dead." I threatened.

All of them betrayed me. I felt like I was dying inside. I didn't expect Oscar to do this to me. But Brenda??? And all of the other members???

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I was home alone, like always since my dad died. I was crying like I never did. I didn't like doing it. But fuck It hurted so much. All of my friends were liars. And my none boyfriend too.

I remembered the time I got jumped into the gang. I was only 14 but that shit changed me.

*flashback*

I was crying in pain on my bed. That hurted so much. I wanted to be in the gang but now, I was regreting it. All of my body was hurting.

"India..." Oscar said knocking at the door. "¿Estás bien?"

He oppened the door and laid with me. "I'm so sorry. You didn't know that they were doing this." He said softly.

"It was my decission, Oscar. I deserve it." He sighed while rubbing my back.

"This shit changes you India, I know you regret this. But from now you can't do anything." Of course I regret it. Despite it was my decission I never asked what was the meaning of getting jumped in. My bad.

At that time I realized that I was going to die being a Santo. And 9 years later I was dumped. I didn't understand anything. Holy crap.

Oscar was the one who said to me that I couldn't escape from that. And now he dumped me like I was a piece of trash.

Music: Still Don't Give a Fuck - Eminem

A/N

Hey guys, I know I got some visits on here. This is my first book in english and I feel repetitive with the words I write. This shit is going crazy from now and Oscar and India will be really really mad at each other.
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