Some destruction is beautiful. |OSCAR DÍAZ|

13. Some destruction is beautiful.

Oscar's Pov

We spent the night together. I said I wasn't going to forgive her, but now I didn't care about fucking Trace. He deserved to die.

We were on the bed just looking at each other.

''Why are you looking at me that way?'' She said. ''Do I have something on my face?''

''You're the prettiest girl I've ever seen.'' I meant that. She laughed.

''Are you kiding me puto?'' I loved this girl man. She kissed me and I kept kissing her. ''What are we going to do with our problem.'' I didn't want to talk about that.

''I don't know. We should wait. A war is possible. Two dead people in one day is a reason to come here and kill us.'' She sighed. ''Maybe is nothing, but we have to be careful.'' 

''I'm fucking tired of this revenge thing.'' She sounded sincere. ''I have to solve this Oscar, is my fault.''

''I agree that is your fault. But you are not doing anything.'' She's fucking sick if she thinks I'm letting her do whatever she wants to do. ''You're a target now, India. Don't you understand?''

''Of course I understand, pendejo. But I don't want this shit on you. You did nothing!'' I guess it was the moment to start arguing.

''I don't care about it. You stay here India. The streets aren't safe right now, and I don't want you involved on the gang anymore.'' 

''I don't want you in the gang either. I'm tired of this. We should never got jumped in.'' She was saying things she never said. It was her first time killing a man and now she didn't want to be in this anymore. ''I don't want to feel I could lose you every minute of my life.''

''Neither do I.'' I kissed her forehead. ''I promise that we are going to be somewhere else. But we have to solve things until it's too late. And you have to rest, they shot you two days ago.''

''It's okay for me.'' She smiled. ''Be careful, please.'' I nodded.

(...)

I went to talk with the other Santos about everything that was happening at the moment.

Daniel, Sad Eyez and Chico were trying to reach the Prophet$. We weren't going to attack them, but we had to make sure nobody was in our territory. 

I felt like something bad was happening that day. I didn't want to think about that, but when I had that feeling, things got worse always.

Daniel called me but there wasn't any news about the problem we had.

India's Pov

I was tired of the gang. It only brought problems in our lives. When I was little I thought my life was going to be amazing like in the movies. I realized that I didn't want this when my father died. I tried so hard to get my revenge but it didn't mean anything. I felt the same stupid kid who got jumped in the gang because she wanted to. I regret it.

My father told me about this. He didn't want this shit for me. 

''I'm sorry for this, dad.'' I whispered to him. I knew he wasn't gonna hear me but It felt like asking him for forgiveness.