Almost

The begining

26. 6 .2018

Am I supposed to start with 'Dear Diary' or something?

Ah whatever, anyways thanks to the tree that had to die so that I could write on it's bleached remains.

By the way, my life is pretty boring so don't expect to get many juicy secrets Mr. Diary. Also, if anyone thats not me is reading this well, I would say put it down but if you're already this far and still haven't  you probably have no intention to put it back anyhow so fuck you, you conscienceless donkey.
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28. 6. 2018

Yooooooooooo. Sorry I was practicing my yodelling. Anyhow, I also saw the finest human being alive, his face is chefs kiss and he is a chef too.

He's Seokjin, my friends older brother, cliché, I know. He's only six years older than me though, should I try and get closer with him?

He cooks, he's beautiful, he's funny, he's kind, he's the perfect package. (and I got a little sneak peak at his six-pack  while he was reaching for the top shelf for something)

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3. 7. 2018

I went over to my friends house again today, Seokjin even offered to cook for us, he's just amazing.

He told me I could just call him 'Jin' instead of Seokjin. WAH! He says all his friends call him that. Yay, that means we're friends

Even his voice is pretty, I'm crushing so hard, oh my gosh, I promised myself I wouldn't crush on people.

Oh well...

It's okay Jin is worth the exception.

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10. 7. 2018

ALERT! ALERT!

Kim Seokjin has a partner, his name is Namjoon and he's in college, studying to become a music producer.

He's also really handsome, oh well, I guess it's true. All pretty boys are either taken or gay and in Jins case he's both.

It's okay, I'm glad he's happy

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11. 7. 2018

Okay so, 2 tubs of ice cream and a disney movie marathon later and it's not really okay. I am genuinely happy for him but ugh I feel so miserable.

I need to move on from this crush, you know maybe people call it a crush because it ends up crushing your soul. 

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13. 7. 2018

Wikihow told me the first step in moving on from a crush is to confess to them but that would put Jin in awkward position.

So instead I confessed my feelings for Jin to my best friend, a.k.a his brother, a.k.a Taehyung.

Taehyung said he could tell a mile away,  he called it painful to watch because of all the cringe. Taehyung took me out to the fair to cheer up and even bought me my favourite, marbled cheesecake.

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20. 7. 2018

I feel like crap, for 2 reasons:

1) Taehyung and I had a fight, I was abit of a prissy bitch.

2) I spent my entire afternoon cooking up all his favourite food and planning an evening full of his favourite events as an apology and now I'm dead tired and the evening has yet to begin.

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21. 7. 2018

Taehyung accepted my apology, yay.