Almost

The reunion

12. 12. 2025

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

13. 12. 2025

Okay. I've had wine I can articulate senteces now. HE'S HER TEACHER.

JEON FRICKIN JUNGKOOK IS HER ART TEACHER!

I thought I was hallucinating when I went to pick her up, he really grew up, oh my gosh, I thought he was handsome before but this isn't fair. He's got undercuts and tattoos and long black hair and glasses and I- fxjddhshwhsjd I HAVE TO SEE HIM EVERY WEEK NOW!

I deadass tripped when I saw him, great first impression right? I didn't fall into his arms or anything like a drama since he was too far away. I fell onto the floor, my fall loud enough to garner his attention, as he approached to help all I did was squeak and run away. Had to run back to get (y/m/n)

Damnit I'm out of wine.

20. 12. 2025

He so fine for what?

(y/m/n) is too smart for a kid, she calls him the Mr.Blue-tie and won't tell him why, said he should ask me. SO HE DID, he asked me when I went to pick her up. I shrugged, he's clearly just as awkward with me as I am with him.

I did not raise her this way, can't believe she really followed through with the promise she made to Taehyung when she looked like a dried cherry tomato.

Should I just risk it all and say it?

21. 12. 2025

So I tried.

But screw talking to him, I mean like I really tried but uhm well uh. Ahem. Things got abit ...hands-on. 

I swear I went there with pure intentions and don't worry the child was safely at home under Yoongis care.

But I whew... things ended up much better than just talking.

Sidenote: be wary of safety belt buckles, those things hurt when they jab into the back of your head

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22. 12. 2025

We bumped into each other at the hospital. He'd come to visit grandpa too, can't believe he remembers.

(Y/m/n) insisted we visit together, saying it would make grandpa happier. He didn't even recognise us and went on about turtles. Once we left the room she asked us why our faces are so red, said we should get ice-cream to cool off. She didn't accept our stuttering and disagreement, veering us to an ice-cream parlour right after we stepped out.

I didn't change her diapers for this level of manipulation.

She also begged him to come over for Christmas. He had no choice but to agree. The ways he smiles is still as cute as ever, I feel like this time I'm falling even harder.

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24. 12. 2025

The biscuits are burnt again, I don't know how I do it. Jungkook busted through the door, apparently as I was trying to fan smoke away from the alarm she had called him saying I was in a 'life or death' situation. 

He came running, only laughing it off upon seeing he'd been duped. It feels almost surreal having him back in my house, laughing like we used too.

He offered to help bake a new batch, says he picked up some basic baking skills while living alone in the city. 

This year we'll finally have not burnt cookies.

....we mixed up the salt and sugar though.

Yet he still ate one, claiming it's just as delicious as the burnt ones I had given him before

25. 12. 2025

I got kissed under the mistletoe by none other than Jeon freaking Jungkook, it's different than before. Oh my gosh, my soul has ascended, I'm livid but dying.

Oh jeez, the petulant teasing from my little sister isn't helping at all, stupid brat somehow snapped a picture and sent it to Taehyung of all people with my phone.

He's been spamming me non-stop, and the photo was even forwarded to Namjoon and Jin. They wished me 'congratulations' that was very awkward to clear up.

Apparently Namjoo saw the photo, Jin blames me for corrupting his precious daughter.

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27. 12. 2025

Jungkooks been coming over everyday, things feel exactly as they used too. It's all so perfect. He's perfect.

But I think we should really talk about how things left off, I need to apologise for what I said, for shoving him away.

Also Jimins been sending me dumbass couple photos he takes with his loverboy to try and make me feel more single so that I'll shoot my shot.

...not going to lie it's pretty effective.

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31. 12.2025

Ah this diary is near it's end and so is 2025.  So much has happened, thank you for bearing with me. Things are starting to finally look up, I got Jungkooks number and no I didn't use (y/m/n) as an excuse (maybe a little).

He's coming over again for new years, ah those same giddy feelings from younger return at the mere thought of him. I've decided this time around I'll be a little selfish, I'll tell him how I feel during the countdown later.

Maybe because your pages will run out soon it feels like a chapter of my life is closing too. Perhaps it is.

I think maybe just this once ...things won't turn out so bad in life.

For all of us, together.

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