Panic Attacks
Ever sense you were little you have had a very bad history of panic attacks. You would get them for no reason at all sometimes in the most inconvienent places and it looked like today was going to be another one of those days. You and Ashton were out eating in a very nice restaurant with his mom and dad when it started to approach and you really didn't want to make a huge scene about it. Even though you and Justin have been dating for about a year and a half, you had always managed to keep the secret from him. You knew you should've told him about them, but you were afraid that if your worldwide famous boyfriend Justin Bieber heard about it that he was just going to leave you knowing that he could easily find another girl to go crazy after him within the first ten seconds of you guys being broken up. You trusted Justin, you really did but you just couldn't risk your guys' relationship over something like this. It all started with your breathing picking up for no reason at all right in the middle of a conversation his mom was starting with you about how her trip was to London last weekend. You tried to keep to as secretive as you possibly could and hid your shaking hands underneath the table. "You okay?" He whispers in your ear to where only the two of you could hear as soon as your body starts becoming a little tense. You nod not even bothering to look over at him. She goes on and on about the trip and all you wanted to do was excuse yourself to the bathroom where you could calm yourself down but she wasn't letting up. By this time you felt as if you were about to pass out and you couldn't seem to catch a hold of your breath. Your hands were shaking relentlessly and nobody seemed to notice other than your own boyfriend. "Um mum the story is lovely but excuse us for a second." He says and takes your hand in his. He leads you both outside and as soon as the door shuts he pulls you close to him. "Panic attack?" He asks you you look up at him confused. "You knew?" You ask tears filling in your eyes, he was going to leave you no doubt. "Your mum told me a while back, don't ever think you have to hide things like this from me..i don't mind." He whispers kissing the top of your head. You two stand outside until you calm down. You look up at him and he smiles down at you. "Just tell me when this is happening i want to help." He says. "I promise." You tell him. He leans down to give you a kiss and you guys walk inside to join his parents at the table again.
