Alpha Avenger (Thor x Reader)

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Apart of me felt bad for what I said to Tony. He'd been ignoring me for the past couple of days and when ever we have to be in the same room he doesn't even look at me. I think I really messed up this time. Maybe I got so angry because he reminds me of so much of my father, I don't want anyone to take that place.Although I can't lie him being so much like my father made me miss him even more. Knowing what had to be done I went to go look for Tony to fix things even though I didn't have to search much he was in his lab as usual.

For a moment he didn't notice me, he was in his own world. When he finally did he didn't say a word just kept working."Tony"

"Do you need something" his tone was so cold never has he acted this way with me.

"Tony, Im really sorry for I acted the other day"

At that moment Tony stopped working finally his eyes searching for mine. "I was just trying to look out for you, your just a kid" he said softly.

"I know I see that now it's just that when you act like that you remind me..."

"Remind you of what Y/N, you can trust me" he started to walk towards me reaching his hand out to me. Without thinking I grabbed it quickly and just broke down. I don't know what came over me but the floodgates just unleashed themselves.

"Hey it's okay let it out" he whispered holding me tighter.

"You, you remind me of my dad so much and that day I flipped out because it hurts me so much because it's a reminder of how much I miss him. I'm all alone now, my family and friends there all gone. I'll never get that back. It hurts, I run because it hurts and when I do I forget and the pain is gone for a little while I'm sorry. I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt or scare anyone"

"Y/N your not alone in this world, look around you the people in this building we are all a family. Although we will never forget our lost ones or replace them ever at some point you move on. No one is trying to take there places in your heart and life but we still care about you and your apart of our family now!" he said pulling me away for a moment and kissing my forehead, then pulling me back in.

We didn't move for a while till I stopped crying. After everything I felt like a weight had been lifted off of me. "Thank you Tony"

"No need to thank me what is family for Im always here for you no matter what just don't go around telling people can't have them thinking I've gone soft" he chuckled.

"I won't,promise" I laughed before walking out of the room and walked into the kitchen. As I walked the whole team had been enjoying lunch, the room was filled with laughter well up until they saw me. Then it had gotten so quiet you could hear a pin drop. I knew Tony wasn't the only person who I owed an apology to. Walking towards the table everyone's eyes were on me watching my every move.

"Careful she might wolf out again." Sam said jokingly as he began backing his chair up.

Everyone but Nat and Wanda let out a small laugh up until Nat punch him in the arm. Gaining the courage to apologize, at first I couldn't stop stuttering but I finally got it out " I'm, I'm sorry about the other day I should've acted differently" to my suprise no one said anything it was as if I was get the cold shoulder. "Well okay then" i whispered before leaving the room. Did I just mess up my relationship with them before it even started.

As I got to my room I threw myself onto the bed before hearing F.R.I.D.A.Y announce " All team members report to the training room for a group training session, attendance is mandatory.

After a while I decided to get ready, this could be my chance to fix things with the team. Although I couldn't find any work out clothes what do ever well at least some that cover up. So I had no choice but to throw on so sweat shorts and a sports bra. Beginning that I was already late I ran to the training room everyone had already been there. As soon as I came in everyone's eyes were on me but this time they looked shocked.

Thor's POV:
Great one of Tony's group things, I hate these they're not needed. What a waste of time what are we waiting for everyone is here.
"Can we get this over with already Im growing impatient"

Tony: No Thor we can't Y/N isn't here yet

Of course she isn't. Dear god I so dislike her right now. What is her problem anyways why should we wait for her she doesn't even like us she's made it clear.

Tony: Oh look who finally showed up

Since she finally arrived I turned to see her and when I did my body went numb I was frozen. Never had I seen her this way and by the looks of everyone else they hadn't either. Since I first met her she'd never shown much skin she was always covered up. Even though she was so beautiful I didn't understand why she would.

Her long wavy dark red hair, forest green eyes, soft red lips, the tattoos on her arms and back, everything about her just made me melt. I couldn't help but look.

"Hey Thor you good there buddy do you need us to get you a bucket your drooling" Clint shouted.

Everyone in the room started to laugh at me and for the first time I saw her smile. It was the most beautiful thing I've seen, seeing her smile made her even more beautiful.

"Shut up I don't need anything I'm fine can we just get this over with" I shouted out trying to play it cool I guess. Holding on to the little dignity I have left. Wasn't much longer till Tony and Steve started barking orders.

Steve: ...and Y/N your partner is Thor

What ever dignity I have left is about to disappear. As she walk towards me my hands began to sweat, what do I say? Why do I care she probably won't like me anyways dear god man pull yourself together.

"Umm hey im Y/N, we haven't officially met well at least when I'm not mad. I'm sorry about that by the way can we start over?" she said reaching her hand out to me with a small smile on her face. I could hardly speak it felt like I was under a spell.

"Yes of course but we should start like everyone else" she nodded and we began sparring. It's safe to say I was afraid to hurt her at first but after a while I could see I didn't need to be she was strong for such a little mortal. In Nat's opinion she was kicking my ass and I couldn't agree more not that I liked it but she was amazing. I tried to swing at her but it back fired and she somehow got me pinned on the ground. Her face inches from mine i so badly wanted to just kiss her but gained some self control.

"I win! Oh and Thor you very cute when you blush" she whispered not breaking eye contact. Then she quickly got up and helped me up. She kept giggling and as she did I could feel my cheeks grow warmer she was so cute.