Alpha Avenger (Thor x Reader)

5

Since we've gotten here I hadn't really slept at all. The nearest town was two hours away and since we didn't have food I found the keys to my family's old truck and decided to take the drive. Being that we might be here for a while I bought everything in bulk.

After a couple hours had gone by I finally was back home, when I arrived Steve and Tony were outside and looked like they were arguing as always. Getting out of the car and unloading some of the things Steve ran towards me "Where the hell were you" he shouted loud enough to wake the others causing them to all come out.

"Making sure you all don't starve"

"Stop being a smart ass Y/N,that was a dangerous move to go alone and in general you could've been followed putting us all in danger." He continued to shout not even taking breaks to breath.

Tony: Steve lay off her a bit it's not that serious

Nat: Yeah Steve cut it out

Steve: would you two stop defending her all the time. For crying out loud I get it we all have a messed up past but I'm done taking orders from someone as reckless as you. Grow up you may be an Alpha but just look at what your leadership has caused you,should we really be following the lead of some "Alpha" who no longer even has a pack.

Hearing him say that having the audacity to bring my pack up hurt and we started to fight. I had him pinned to the ground my hand around his neck but not choking him although it pained me to hear him say those things I didn't want to hurt him.

"Don't fucking go there you understand me, you never bring them up again. You didn't have to see your parents, friends, and family fight for there lives die right in front of you. Hold you parents lifeless bodies in your arms and seeing the life in there eyes slowly fade away. Innocent children murdered and some kidnapped all because hydra wanted soldiers with wolf abilities . I fought along side them hearing cries for help and there screams. You think I don't know that there all gone you see all those headstones I had to bury each and every one of them alone. Do you think I planned for that to happen I fought with them I tried and that day haunts me. Don't compare my pain to your's."

Steve stopped fighting back and as he did I looked around to see everyone looking at me in pity and I hated every minute of it so I did what I do best and ran into the words.

"Y/N wait please" Tony yelled out pleading with me not to leave. Even though I wanted to just leave and forget about them I couldn't, there my family now. After a couple ours had passed and it was pitch black out I ran back home but didn't go inside. Instead I went to visit my parents grave it had been over 4 years since the last time I've visited them.
Sitting on the cool damp ground i sat in front of there graves.

"Life isn't the same without you guys and you'd probably really disappointed in me right now. Sometimes I wake up and still think I'm going to see you. I would give anything to hear your voices again,to feel your touch, to just be with you two. I'm an Omega now and that's still hard to even admit to myself because it makes all of you being gone more permanent to me. I was your Alpha and I didn't save any of you. But I tried...mom, dad I'm so sorry I couldn't even keep your memory alive with what you left me because it's gone with the tower. I know you to told me to live my life and I'm trying I really am, there's this guy his name is Thor and he's so sweet and different from the rest. When I'm with him things are different like legends laying beside him I actually sleep something I haven't done in ages. But I can't even stand to look at him right now because he didn't give me a chance to get my last memories of you out of that place before it went crumbling down. And I shouldn't blame him because he did what I would've done but I just don't want to forget you guys that's what I'm afraid of."

As I spoke the more tears came streaming down and after a while of sitting there I felt a strong embrace. His arms wrapped around me, I immediately recognized his scent. Out of anger,fear,and pain I fought him trying to break loose but he didn't budge. After a while I completely broke down and let him hold me. Running his fingers threw my hair not let go he held me telling me "Everything will be okay", "It wasn't your fault", "they'd be proud", "I'm here for you"!

Hearing him repeat those words it felt almost as if a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. The pain didn't hurt as much and I was at ease. Sitting there in his arms I relaxed, my tears soon ended and I fell asleep in his arms.

When I woke up the next day I was in my bed, in my old room yet when I tried to move I couldn't because laying beside me with his arm around my waist was the most beautiful man, how is it that in such short time I fell for a man I didn't even know all to well and yet I want this moment never to end. Laying there I just looked at him for a while admiring all his little freckles and the way his hair perfectly laid on his cheek. Before I saw a smile creep on his face "Darling would you like a picture it would last longer".

Embarrassed  I push him away "Shut up Thor". Getting out of bed he pulled me back down. Our eyes locking on each other for a moment till his strayed away looking at my lips before he placed his lips on mine. Kissing him made me feel like the happiest girl in the world I know it cliché to say but it's true. This kiss was only the beginning it was as if I was starving before and now that I had a taste I wanted more. But of course this moment couldn't last for ever because someone had to walk in on us. Like hello has no one ever heard of knocking.