I've been loved.
I've been alone.
I've been together.
I've been impulsive.
I've been through this.
I've been better before.
And I've never been cured.
Because,
Now I think that I'm filthy.
Now I think that I'm stupid.
Now I think that I'm an idiot.
Now I think that I'm a moron.
Now I think that I'm worthless.
Now I think that this is never gonna end.
Did I not deserve better than this?
Something goes wrong along the way.
And I know that was my own fault.
Rain will keep pouring.
River still flowing.
Thunder will always flashing.
And earth keep rotating.
Time was timeless.
I can't keep my self sane enough.
This pest called 'suicide' keep haunting me.
Never stop.
Never cease.
Still struggling.
And forever fighting.
I know that I'm stronger than this.
I'm better than this.
I can keep my soul and heart fighting for me.
Because I want a better life ahead for myself.
That was my present for my self.
For my hard work.
For all the fighting I've been through.
I love my self.
With all my scars.
With all my flaws.
I'm me.
Because of who I'm.
I'm me.
Because of the flaws.
I'm me.
Because of the scars.
Hugs yourself to sleep if you got no one by your side.
Because you are strong.
And you are worth it.
