Somehow I'm making a peace with myself. Being able to accept that I'm not okay is one of the ways that show I'm loving myself. Self-repair can do so much more than you've ever thought of. Cultivating your own yourself is the next step.
I don't know. Maybe this is the way the future me give me a chance to make myself to be a better person. A problem wouldn't become one if you can conquer it. And didn't think that it was a problem. Think of it from another perspective, it was a way to make you more mature, wiser, more wealthy, and stronger than before.
We can conquer all the tests that are given to us.
With remembering the first step. It's okay to be not okay. Because when you're not okay, you'll try your hardest to be okay. Don't hypnotize yourself and believe that you're okay even when you're not.