Eight years ago... (Killuaxreader)

Part 8

Your point of view

Killua came over to me crying, and seemed happier. I started to stop crying because I didn't want him to see me cry, and it made me happier knowing he was. He sat next to me and held me close to him the entire ride to york new. We got off the boat and started heading for the airport to get to the blimp. Me and Killua held hands the entire way to the blimp, never got separated. We got on ride 70892334 and half way through Killua took me to the storage room alone on the blimp.
"Why are we her-" he pinned me against the wall and kissed me.
"Sorry I've been weaker lately." He let me go and we walked back to the bench Gon was at.
"We should be there in an hour, there is an Inn that we can stay at for the night, then get there by a five hour walk.

Killua POV

Y/n fell asleep on me thirty minutes before we got of the blimp, I didn't want to wake her so I just carried her. An hour in to the walk she woke up.
"Where are we?" She said in a tired tone.
"You fell asleep on the blimp, we're on the walk now."
"WHY DIDNT YOU WAKE MEEEEEEEEEEEE"
"Sorry, you looked to cute."
"E- eh!? Just put me down..!"
"Fine" I finally put her down, and we all continued walking. We got to the Inn and all went right to sleep. There were only two beds so Gon slept alone and I slept with Y/N.

next day

I woke up and Gon was still sound asleep, Y/N was already ready to go. I woke Gon up and me and him got ready. as soon as we were ready we started the five hour walk to kukuru mountain. Y/N got tired quickly and i had to carry her the rest of the way. when we got there I opened the gates for us and we went to go assassinate his father, Silva first.  I didn't want anyone but my family to get hurt, the hard thing was if anyone else than who I was killing at that moment found out, i would have everyone in my family still alive to face at once. also, my dad could easily kill Y/N. Gon could get really hurt but i dont know if he could KILL him. we saw my dad and I approached him first. "Hey dad! I'm back! and here to stay." he started to cry and came over to hug me, I felt a little bad about having to kill him because I knew it wasn't a fair fight, He was to vulnerable for him put up a fight. and it would hurt to kill him. I grew my claws out and stabbed him three times in his stomach, four in the head and two in the heart. It hurt, It hurt so much. I didn't want to do it but i had to.

"Kil- you okay?" Y/N asked me seeming really scared. I knew she was scared of blood. and she had to look at my dad laying in a bloodbath.

"I should be asking you that Y/N, Sorry for all the blood. I know your scared of it.

"I'm ok, it's not that i'm scared of the blood, it's that im worried about you."

"it hurt to kill." I said grabbing my shirt where my heart was tightly biting my bottom lip. We got to where my mom was, she was with Illumi. I was gonna kill my mom and Gon was going to Illumi. My mom was an easy target so Gon couldn't use Janken Rock usefully. He could kill Illumi with it, so it was more useful on Illumi. We tried to make it cleaner this time so they would blow up in blood, if any of their blood got on Y/N she would pass out. I karate chopped Kikyo hard enough to make her pass out, then I chocked her. Gons fight was quite a battle. Illumi escped a couple of gons punches and tried to stab Gon with needles. Illumi threw a needle and almost hit gons arm, but he caught the needle before it hit him. Illumi ran at gon right before he caught the needle and as Illumi tried to pass him, he used Janken rock. Y/N was Hiding behind the corridor, so she couldn't see the blood, as I said earlier, she is scared of blood. When Gon  did Janken rock, Illumi was now just blood and guts. We moved on to Milluki, which Y/N was gonna kill, since she hasnt Killed anyone yet.

"Oh, you brought your little friends Kil?"