My story

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They all say that I am perfect. But I am not. Yeah sure I love my life,family,and friends. But I do not love myself. Sounds stupid right? Well I would like my self more if I did not have cancer. Yeah I know your probably thinking "lol she's pathetic" or "aw it is all going to be fine!" But I don't control your thoughts . I found out I had bone cancer when I was 13. Out of all days when I could find out I found out on my birthady. You know when you turn 13 you think yay I made it so far in life but on my birthday I thought I can't die yet. I am too young to die . Well you don't chose to have cancer do you? My mom noticed I have not been as active as I usually am so she made a doctors appointment a week before my birthday. When all my friends where eating cake my mom came in crying and all pale. When me and my dad asked her why she is crying she said the doctor sent her the results of my appiontment and right when I looked my mom highlighted the word'cancer'. It broke my heart all my friends that where there promised not to tell. And so far they didn't . Today I am turning 18 but I feel like I don't want to grow up because for me that makes it even closer to my death. Doctor ray says I will be lucky to live to 23. Well I guess I really need to do something with my life.

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