UNDER MAINTENANCE One Direction Loves Me? n.h. ~COMPLETED~

Chapter 46

Maya's POV

*Three weeks later*

Its January 17th, in the new year of 2012 and we are just packing our last things to head over to the U.S. and have our one way to Dallas, Texas. Tomorrow is my birthday and the funeral for my parents is the 19th and the 20th.

A few family members flew out to where the plane was crashed and they found the bodies of my parents. That day I couldn't stand seeing them like that. Once I took a look at them, I just broke down. It was last week when I saw them like that. Their bodies were cleaned up and everything, it almost looked like nothing happened. I cried everyday after that week and still do. The guys understand and comfort me. If nobody knew what was going on with me, they'd think I was getting over a horrible break up.

The boys helped and comforted me a lot, especially Niall. I thought it was really nice of them to do all this for me. The girls had left a few days after New Years and heard about the news. Zoie, of course, helped a lot. If I hadn't met her, and Jess wasn't here, I don't know what I'd do. Everyone has been stressing out all because of me lately and it makes me really nervous. Niall has been taking this the hardest for me and I try and help him but he just breaks down in front of me.

Its a horrible feeling to be like this then see your boyfriend crying in front of you because he's scared, stressing out and nervous. I comfort him as much as I can and it usually helps. The boys and Zoie don't take it as bad as Niall does, though, I'm glad that he still manages to pull him self together. He still eats, he does his job, everything. Before all of this, the week of New Years, I was introduced as Niall's new girlfriend on an interview so now everyone knows who I am. Its hard to be like this and the world doesn't even know why.

Last week was also Zayn's birthday. I sobered up enough to be able to enjoy the the party with the others. We all had a great time and it would have been better if the girls were here but unfortunately they weren't able to come so they promised to give Zayn his presents when they returned.

I told Zoie and the boys that I didn't want anything for my birthday because I was too "miserable" to enjoy my 17th birthday. I told them maybe for my 18th but not now. I don't have time to worry about my birthday. I need to stay focused on the funeral and everything else that doesn't involve myself.

Another thing everyone else is is concerned about is my health and weight. My skin has faded into a light pale color like Niall's, I don't even have my tan and it looks as if I was on drugs or something. I have lost so much weight its not even healthy. I used to weigh 120lbs and now I'm at about 98 or a little less. I have been having black outs every once in a while yet, I refuse to go to the doctors. I hate the doctor so I refuse to go unless I'm really sick and dieing, like now but I don't want to, I rather get through this first and deal with everything I need before I can manage to pull myself together.

Jessica or anyone from my family doesn't know about my condition right now and they're probably going to be angry with me for not telling them. I haven't been able to start my online classes yet and even had to beg to start next month and after the 5th attempt, I got until February 2nd. I was so relieved when they finally agreed. Even that date is plenty of time for me.

I pack my last bag and walk down stairs and put it next to the ones that Liam and Zayn are taking out to the car. Paul had agreed to take me and the boys to the airport and unfortunately Zoie wasn't able to come with us. She really wanted to but she had a family emergency of her own that she needed to take care of.

I go into the kitchen to help Niall and Louis put stuff from the kitchen that we'll need like snacks, drinks, etcetera. They both smile when they see me and I smile, weakly, back. Niall frowns and comes to hug me and I gladly hug him back. He grabs my hand that has the ring on it and kisses it gently with his soft, cold lips.

"Remember I will help you through this, alright?" he says and I nod. He smiles and pecks my nose and I smile.

"There's that beautiful smile I love, Princess" he says and I smile bigger while blushing a bit more. He chuckles and kisses my hair.

"Lets get going before it gets late." Liam says walking in.

"Harry! Lets go!" Louis shouts from the bottom of the stairs.

"Coming, I was just checking that I had everything and everything was off." Harry says coming down the stairs.

He smiles when he meets the rest of us down stairs and everyone happily returns it, including me. It feels good to smile and feel a little better than crying and feeling miserable inside. I grab my carry on bag and Liam, Zayn and Harry take the last of the bags outside. Louis comes from the kitchen with the food bag and Niall takes my hand and bag. I try protesting against him taking it and carrying it but he refuses my attempt.

I just hold his hand and we walk out the door. I turn around to look it as soon as everyone is out and turn back to Niall who guides me to the car. We all climb in and drive off to the airport.

"My, my, look at you, Maya. Turning seventeen tomorrow" Paul says and looks at me through the mirror. I smile and chuckle a little.

"My little princess is growing up" Niall says pretending to wipe a fake tear. I laugh and everyone seems to lighten up.

"Aww, Niall! She's blushing!" Zayn points out. I turn my body a little and hide my face in Niall's shirt, gripping it to hide more. He chuckles and tries to make me face the right way, but me being me, I wouldn't budge.

"Aww, come on, beautiful. I wanna see your beautiful face." Niall purrs in my ear. I shiver under his breath and look up a little just to see Niall only. He looks down at me and kisses my nose softly and tenderly.

I scrunch my nose up and he does the same to me and I chuckle. He leans down a little making our noses touch, giving me an Eskimo kiss. I blush and he smiles and does it again and I happily return it.

"I haven't seen you this happy in the longest time. I missed your beautiful smile, Princess" Niall whispers. I look straight into his eyes and smile.

"I'm sorry, Nialler. I've just been such a mess that I-" I start to say but Niall cuts me off.

"Don't worry, beautiful, I know. Its been very hard for you but I promise to help you in anyway that I can to help you through this okay?" he says and I smile and hug his waist. He wraps his arms around me and kisses my hair.

"Thank you so much, Niall" I whisper in his ear. I felt him tense up a little but relaxes when I hold his warm hand. He looks down at me and kisses my nose sweetly.

"Anything for my beautiful princess." He says and smiles. I reach up a little and kiss his nose and he scrunches it up, making me laugh and causing him to blush. I smile and kiss his lips sweetly. I'm so glad to be with someone like him.

About ten minutes later, we pull into the airport. Once Paul parks the car, we all climb out, me being the last cause Niall grabs me and spins me around, making me laugh uncontrollably. Everyone chuckles and takes everything out from the trunk. He carefully sets me down, kisses my hair and helps the boys and Paul take everything out of the car.

I swear they won't let me do anything anymore. It turns out that losing so much weight apparently takes away your strength away too. Lou hands me the carry on bags, which are pretty light and so is the food bag so it's pretty easy to walk with struggling a little bit. Struggling to walk with them because it's a couple too many bags to handle but it's fine. Once we're inside, Paul goes to grab our passports and everyone plops down onto the chairs. I stay standing cause once I sit, there's no getting up for me.

"Passports, anyone?" Paul says returning back with the passports. Niall takes both his and mine and the boys load the suitcases up for the plane.

Once we pass through security and stuff, we start to board the plane. By now, everyone has their own carry on except me because, Niall, being the gentleman he is, is carrying mine for me while carrying his and holding my hand. We hand the flight attendant our passports and board the plane. We find our seats and all wait patiently to return to America.

**Okay so it's short but an idea of what will be in the last chapter. Again guys, thank you so much for reading this. Thank you to my fans that told me Happy Birthday Lol. XD Thanks lovelies!:)

-Mayaxx