UNDER MAINTENANCE One Direction Loves Me? n.h. ~COMPLETED~

Chapter 33

Maya's POV

I really need to tell Niall this, but I'm scared enough that I really even thought of this. I felt meek and fragile in Niall's grasp. I knew he wouldn't sleep until he knew I was perfectly safe and fine.

"What was your dream of, sweetheart?" he asks.

"Um...it's kind of a long story." I whisper.

"For you, my princess, I have all the time in the world if I needed it." he replies, with a genuine smile. I smile back and feel more confident that I'm only telling him so far, I will tell him I tell the others himself.

"Well, here goes nothing..." I say and take a deep breath to clam myself more.

"Well, I remember that I had woken up, I usumed it was real enough but a lot of things were different. I woke up in my room, the one back home, and looked around. It had everything in order, my tv mounted on the wall, next to that was my turtle named Doritos, on the other side was a desk and my bed. It was just like any other teen's room. Of course, I'm a big fan of you guys, so I have some posters up around the room but not in obsessive way!" I start to say. He starts laughing and Harry shushed us. I roll my eyes and playfully hit Niall's bare chest.

"Oh don't worry about him. And nice name for the turtle." he smirks and I roll my eyes.

"Let me finish you big dummy!" I say and giggle.

"Anyways, as I was saying, I walked into the restroom to freshen up and etcetera. I walked out and went into the kitchen and grabbed something to eat. I heard a knock on the door so I went to answer it. As I was walking to the door, I realized how quiet it was. I decided to push that thought away and just opened the door. I stood there in awe. There standing in front of me, was you guys. I never had met you in this dream." I continue and he nods for me to go on.

"Well, I let you guys in and you all sat on the couch. Nothing odd about that right? Well, as soon as I said 'Hi', people from past years I've known and you guys came all at me at once and started to beat me. I was confused at first. But I knew, those people I knew, wanted revenge on me for the stupid mistakes I made over the years, but what really hurt me was to see you hurting me. I started to cry and tried to fight back but they all tied me down somehow. I looked up to see Tori and you grinning down at me. I was dumbfounded at first but you turned her around and started making out with her. I was completely hurt and I couldn't even bare to look at you guys but they forced me to. Then, that's when you guys woke me up." I finish saying, crying again. It was tearing me apart, [See what I did there now?] and I couldn't even face him right now.

I must have been horrendous looking and I am really embarrassing myself in front of my boyfriend, and a famous boy from a FAMOUS band! I hid my face into his chest and sobbed quietly, he rubs my back and started cooing to me. Why isn't he laughing at me? Why isn't the dream happening to me right now? I didn't deserve Niall. I didn't deserve to have an amazing family. I didn't deserve to meet the boys. I didn't even deserve to live with myself.

"Maya, please look at me? I won't hurt you, I promise." he begged. I looked up at him and looked into his eyes. All I see is love, lust, and worry.

"Niall, I'm sorry! I so so so sorry! I didn't know that was going to happen! I don't even know why I was thinking that! Please don't be mad at me!" I sobbed into his bare chest. He picks up my chin with two fingers and makes me look at him. His eyes were glossy and they looked like they would shed a single tear in a second.

"Maya, don't be sorry for something that isn't your fault. It's none of your fault, not even for just thinking of that. I could never be mad at someone like you. You are my life. My world. Everything. I would never be able to live with myself if I did anything to you. I love you and you know that by now." he say and kisses my nose. I shed a few more tears before he kisses them away. I let a small smile appear on my face and he smiles, big enough to reach his eyes making me do the same.