OBSESSED // KIM TAEHYUNG FF // COMPLETED

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i woke up from the birds chirping, i opened my eyes as i look around and remembered everything from last night, it all happened so fast... tears start to brim my eyes... i looked at the gun in my hands and thought about him... NO MATTER WHAT I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO MOVE ON... i got up and walked out to see, a cheerful city street, kids with their parents, students going to school, some sweet couples... i smiled slightly and walk ahead... 

roaming in a place i had not been in for 1 year of crs felt a bit awkward, but i don't care... i was walking, when my stomach rumbled, but i had nothing other than a gun, what a luck??!!... i walked past a noodles shop, the aroma hit my nose, but again i was settled in my place remembering i had no money, i walked further away... when suddenly... someone tapped my shoulder, little did i know it was not him... but it was familiar... i turned around to see... KIM ARA... it was my best friend... i hugged her tightly making her chuckle she asked "long time no see.. chubs? How are you? Listening to that question of "How are you?" I bursted out... "calm down, i'm here... shhh don't cry... tell me what happened?" She said making me calm down a bit, i looked at her... And told her to bring me to home... She brought me to her house and gave me a cup of coffee and gave me clothes to wear after showering... KIM ARA, my best friend since we were in diapers, she is the sweetest, the humblest, and the most understandable human in this unfair world...

I came out and sat near her as she asked me to tell about everything that happened to me... I can say i was in trauma... Or i can say i was becoming a psycho... Not a psycho exactly but a person, who is depressed? Not everyone can relate... But i know she can... I told her everything... By the time i completed the whole incident... I was a crying mess... I was completely destroyed by him... Mentally... But i was also relieved that there is someone who can understand me... All that time i was referring taehyung as "HIM OR HE" not everyone knew i was his wife only my parents knew it... And now i don't have them... They died... Just the next day after our marriage... Well my life is a complete mess... 

She came near me and comforted me by patting my back and saying everything will be fine... Well i question that... Can it?, From my side the answer would be a no... She was saying sweet words to me but it didn't affect me... The only thing that could've healed me right now is "HIM... KIM TAEHYUNG" only him... He was the person who made me happy and sad at the same time, he hurt me but healed me at the same time, he was my day and night, he was my everything, but i was nothing to him, rather than a girl staying at his house... 

"Y/N-ah i know what you're going through and i promise I'll make you the old Y/N again... How? Just believe me... I'll get you out of this mess in your head, you're mental health is ruined, you're mentally drained you need to rest.. oh my look at you... lets go and make you comfortable" she smiled and said as i looked at her... She took me towards the guest room she had and made me lay down on the bed and sat near me... She asked me a few things to make me take my mind off the incident but it didn't help... Nothing can help me rn... I hate being so vulnerable for him... I hate being like a doll for him... He is literally controlling my mind my emotions my everything...

I'm nothing without him... all this time my mind was just thinking about him... Idk... Why... Maybe... Because... Im... OBSESSED...with...him... his... scent... his ... touch... his... EVRYTHING... soon i just closed my eyes... Not to sleep... But to stop them from burning... And to make Ara think im asleep... She left after some time as i looked at the window... It was getting wet... It was raining outside... It was peaceful... It was calming me down... It was so soothing... It just kept staring at it thinking if someone would come and take me to him... WAS HE EVEN REAL OR JUST A CHARACTER OF ANY OF MY FANTASIES?... Maybe something different...

Why was it so difficult... FOR ME... it wasn't like he cared... But little did i know he was watching me... My every move... Was been seen by him...

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