OBSESSED // KIM TAEHYUNG FF // COMPLETED

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he didn't show up... I sat in the corner thinking... if loving him was the right decision... and guess what between this fight of my brain and heart... my heart... WON... even though I loved him... I knew deep inside... somewhere in my heart... there was guilt, hatred, and disgust... it was feeling guilty... for loving him... I felt hatred towards myself for loving him... a heartless human being who doesn't even know that something beautiful like love exists... i felt disgusted to myself... I lost my sanity for him... I gave up my everything for him... but after all this too... he doesn't realize... that... maybe love can heal his and mine both of us's broken hearts... 

a few weeks later...

it's been a few weeks... I'm starting to lose my hope of seeing him again... well lemme tell you what is happening... I'm still in here... yeah in this dark closed room... i haven't eaten anything... even though i was given SOME food... i didn't eat it... every time someone opened the door the hope of seeing him rose in me... but every time it was some maid or some man... i'm starting to lose each and every inch of my sanity, hope, and most importantly my GOOD SIDE...

i looked at the moon shining brightly in the dark black sky... the moon was good but the sky wasn't... it was totally dark... a few clouds came hiding the moon... and that's what i need to accept...the evilness... IF IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO BE WITH HIM... THEN IT'S OVER... I ACCEPT THE EVIL WORLD... GOOD AND BAD ALL WAS MADE BY PEOPLE... NOTHING WAS TRUE NOTHING WAS FALSE... EVERYTHING WAS JUST AN ILLUSION CREATED BY PEOPLE... NOW IT'S MY FINAL LIMIT... IF NOW I DON'T GET TO SEE HIM... I'M SURE I WILL BE NEAR TO MY LAST BREATHE...

everything started to spin around me... i was feeling dizzy... tears started to roll down my cheeks... maybe this was my END... my journey lasts till here... i started to lose my consciousness i fell on the floor... when suddenly the door flung open... but i didn't look at it as i knew it wasn't taehyung... but someone took me in his/her embrace... and "Y/N..." i immediately looked at the person recognizing the voice... it was him... it was finally him... i touched his face... as he picked me up... and took me out of the room... i closed my eyes shut because of the light... i felt good... for god knows what reason... i felt like nothing happened to me... i kept looking at his face... when he cleared his throat bringing me out of my trance... we entered a room... it was big... spacious... and was typically designed for a man... he laid me down on the soft mattress... i felt a bit uneasy... as i haven't slept properly on a bed for too long... suddenly... HE LAID BESIDE ME... AND HUGGED ME... making me listen to his normal yet calming heartbeat... it felt like a hallucination again... "it's not a hallucination... i am real..." he said emotionlessly... i was a bit taken aback by the fact that he literally answered the question i didn't even ask... he pulled me more close... to him... and started to speak... "it hurts... it hurts when you choose well... instead of evil... doesn't it?... when i was 15 years old... my dad locked me in a room just like i did to you... i was kept there for months... but the more i was tortured there... i was made emotionless... i became numb... i didn't experience any kind of emotion... i was a child who was really good... i saw all his people who did all the dirty things and evil, bad, and and all illegal things get all the respect they did not even deserve...that was the era that changed me into a bad one... my dad was cruel... even my mom was... At that time i understood that good will always make you suffer when evil will always make you feel special... i changed... everything changed... i started to hate everything... to such an extent that i didn't even know that something like love exists... i became a monster... as soon as i was brought out of that room first thing i did was brutally killed my dad and mom... and thats when i got to know tgw pleasure of seeing blood... since then i started to live for killing... i am a monster... i know that... people are afraid of me and that's exactly what i want... that same thing i repeated with you... i knew when will you reach your limits..." i felt brimming in my eyes... he had a painful past... and as it was the first time for him to open up to me... made me cry... he hugged me tighter as i hesitantly put my arms around him and hug him... i didn't know when i slept while crying... and i also didn't know why was i crying... 

later...

i woke up and found myself pretty comfortable on the bed... i sat up and smelled fragrance coming from me... my hair was partially wet... and i was been changed into a new oversized shirt... i looked beside myself to see an empty bed... i got up and walk into the empty hallway... when i reached a certain room... scented with roses... and lightened up from candles... and a man sitting on the couch smoking... i knew it was HIM... i went inside and walked closer to him i saw a first aid kit near him... he was wearing a robe and trousers... his chest and torso exposed... he was looking out of the window... showing his jawline and looking ethereal... IS HE EVEN REAL??... i looked at his body... having a few scratches and bruises... i went down on my knees and looked at those wounds... tears brimming my eyes... "treat them..." he said looking out of the window... i took the kit and started to treat them... i felt a stare at me... but i just focused on treating his wounds... i knew my cheeks were red as hell... as it was the first time he himself allowed me to treat him... as i was done i found him leaning in... i looked up and saw his face inches apart from mine... he threw the cigarette and cupped my cheeks... moulding his lips with mine... it felt so good... it was my first time having a proper kiss with him... we were just in the rapture of a kiss when suddenly...

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