OBSESSED // KIM TAEHYUNG FF // COMPLETED

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"miss, sir is arriving please get ready", the maid said as i nod looking out of the window eyeing him coming inside the mansion, i wanted to go to him and hug him so badly, but unfortunately i can't... I went to the washroom to get ready, i came out wearing a long gown, which i usually wear here, i sat on the puffy as the maid did my hair...

i know he can't love me but I also can't lose him, trapped here i can't do anything, tbh i love him so much that if i express it in words i would be called a PSYCHO, i think I am a psycho... the maid went out as he came in I stood up and bowed to him, but he didn't even glance at me and went into the bathroom... i wasn't allowed to go anywhere out of this room so i stayed there looking out of the window eyeing the beautiful shining silver moon... I started to think about everything that happened to me from past 1 year... yes 1 year... we are married for 1 year now but... we live like strangers... we don't even sleep together... we didn't even have a proper conversation since 1 year, it's not like he minds but... I DO...

i broke from my trance as he came out wearing a  towel covering his torso... his hairs were wet as water was drizzling down from it on his collarbone making him look... ETHEREAL...

he walked towards the closet and came out after wearing his clothes... he went out simply as if i didn't exist for him... he just left me alone... in the light of the lonely moon shining in the sky... i saw him walking towards a little tent made by marble as his bodyguards surround him... he sat down in middle of them, and took out his cigarette and held it between his soft cherry lips and took out a lighter... slowly lighting up the cigarette... the way he did everything made me lose my mind, he looked up at me... just his single look made me shiver... i looked directly in his eyes for just 1 millisecond but i did, just then a maid came inside, "master is calling you down", I was taken aback a bit of why is he calling me but i just ran outside...

i went nearer and nearer as the guards gave me some space to sit infront of him... this was the first time after our wedding day I was so near to him... i stared at him as he huffed out the smoke from his mouth and abruptly took one of my hands... his hands were rough and cold... my heart literally fell from my chest to my stomach as he said the next line, "im giving you this gun it's one of my favorite, and 1 minute for you to run away from here..."  i stood up and grabbed his collar... as the guards point the gun at me... but does it look like i care... NO, they glared at me but it didn't affect me... i said 'is it easy to leave the person whom you love more than yourself? it is not a easy as you think it is KIM TAEHYUNG!!!!... i die everyday for your one glance but you give me nothing... i still have hope inside me that one day you will love me... but no, you don't leave any hope in me... i love you KIM TAEHYUNG... i can't leave you...' i shouted and called his full name for the first time in my life... the guards were taken aback, i don't give a fuck about them... but he stood there emotionless, staring directly into my soul... now i couldn't hold myself... I KISSED HIM... but he didn't respond and i didn't care if he did or not... all i cared was that i was kissing him, i was feeling his lips on mine, he slightly pushed me, as one of the guards came and pushed me, he slapped me... as the next thing i know  he was laying dead on the floor in his own pool of blood, "put your guns down... I SAID PUT YOUR GUNS DOWN!!!" he shouted as the guards throw their guns down... he looked at me as i flinch... his stare was dangerous... it was like he could kill me any movement he came near me as i step backwards, my back hits the pillar as he came near and near his eyes never leaving my figure, more tears roll down my cheeks... 

he came so much close that there was barely any space left between both of us... he harshly cupped my jaw and forcefully made me look at him... my teary eyes looking into his fiery ones... HOW CAN A PERSON BE SO EMOTIONLESS... he came closer and said in dangerous raspy voice "on the count of 10 run away from here, i should never see you again" he harshly left my jaw as i held it, it was paining... he started counting as i took my steps back slowly leaving him behind, i finally turned around and ran out of the mansion... as soon as i left the mansion i was welcomed by a dark road with forests on both of it's sides... i just cried and cried and just let my feet carry me wherever they want... i slowly started to see the lights of city... feeling relived... i walk still feeling the pain of the absence of my heart... because i left it for him... even if he didn't accept it i kept it for him... i was walking and walking as i reached a dark alley, and sat in a shelter, but as soon as i sat it started raining... it was cold too and i had nothing but just my warm tears and my body heat... i looked at the gun... the gun he used... the gun which he held in his hands... still the smell of his cologne was present on it... i kiss it, as the memories of past 1 year started to play in my  mind... i screamed my heart out... i was loosing my mind behind him... i lost my sanity i lost myself...

I'M SO SORRY IF THIS IS KIND OF BORING IT'S NOT MY FIRST TIME WRITING A FF BUT I TRIED MY BEST 😊😊

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SARANGHAE~~