OBSESSED // KIM TAEHYUNG FF // COMPLETED

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he came near me and caged me between both of his hands, and with one hand he choked me slightly and brought his face near mine... he suddenly latched his lips on mine, harshly and roughly kissing me... I just stood there trying to process everything, I didn't even know if it was real... HE was kissing me... he bit my lower lips bringing me back to reality... I was scared but happy at the same time... I started kissing him but he backed off... he smirked as my tears already started flowing, I looked at him, 'suffer... that's all I did these past years", he looked at me emotionlessly, his stare was cold and ruthless, "and that's all I wanted you to do...", I pulled him by his collar, and looked into his eyes to see anger and rage... I was going to say something but instead broke down and showed him my weak side... I put my head on his chest and cry hitting him on it... but nevertheless, it's not like he cares... he just pushed me and held my hair tightly making me look at him and wince in pain, "don't think that I have feelings... and I'll just melt seeing you cry... it's so annoying seeing someone cry, it makes me mad, I AM A MONSTER... DON'T THINK I'LL LEAVE YOU ALONE... I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME, AND YOU KNOW I'LL NEVER LOVE YOU BACK... AND I KNOW YOU CAN'T EASILY JUST MOVE ON FROM ME... BECAUSE I'M ALL OVER YOUR MIND, AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE KIM Y/N... NEVER... JUST STOP TRYING TO FORGET ME... I LOVE SEEING YOU SUFFER AND I LOVE SEEING YOU IN PAIN, DON'T RUIN MY ENJOYMENT..." he said in anger and...HATE... his words stabbed me like million and millions of knives in my heart... he left my hair harshly making me jerk off my head... but as soon as I looked up he was nowhere to be found... it was fog all over... I walk through the fog shouting his name but he was...GONE...

I woke up feeling a headache... I grab my throbbing head as tried to stand up... but I fell due to how painful it was to even lift my head up... I started to get flashbacks from last night... all I could hear was "don't think that I have feelings... and I'll just melt seeing you cry... it's so annoying seeing someone cry, it makes me mad, I AM A MONSTER... DON'T THINK I'LL LEAVE YOU ALONE... I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME, AND YOU KNOW I'LL NEVER LOVE YOU BACK... AND I KNOW YOU CAN'T EASILY JUST MOVE ON FROM ME... BECAUSE I'M ALL OVER YOUR MIND, AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE KIM Y/N... NEVER... JUST STOP TRYING TO FORGET ME... I LOVE SEEING YOU SUFFER AND I LOVE SEEING YOU IN PAIN, DON'T RUIN MY ENJOYMENT..."  again and again the same thing... nothing can help me now.... because now I just want HIM... that's all I knew before screaming while holding my hairs and pulling on it... I felt like dying... 

I took out the gun he gave me from the drawer and went on the terrace... I stood by the railing and put the gun on my forehead I think about him... why does he attract me so much I HATE THIS... I HATE HIM... BUT LOVE HIM...everything is messed up... and today all this will end... I corked the gun and was going to pull the trigger when a hand stopped me, I looked at who it was... it was again HIM... he smiled at me... the smile I was dying to see... the man who got me to almost kill myself was there standing right in front of me smiling... WTF?!?!?... 'what are you doing here?' i asked which came almost as a whisper, he was coming close as I held the gun on my forehead, trying to make him stop... but he was too close... THIS WASN'T GOING TO END WELL... he came close slowly but SOFTLY... he took the gun from my hand and placed it in his... WAS HE GOING TO KILL ME??... of crs yes why would a man like him spare me... his smile never leaving his face... his softened eyes... his deep stare making me drown in it... it was all so ETHEREAL... he snaked his one hand softly around my waist and leaned in slowly... he lips met mine... it was so different from that of last night... it was soft passionate and full of LOVE?... he parted and looked at me with sparkling eyes... i don't understand why is this happening?... 'why?' i asked him abruptly... he kissed my forehead and said, " came to take you with me, i want to make you mine forever... and whoever tries to come in our way...KILL THEM..." as soon as i heard that tears started to roll down my eyes... the moment i was waiting for came... he accepted me...

THE NEXT CHAPTER IS RATHER GOOD... BETTER THAN THIS SHIT 😒

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SAYONARA~~~~