Can We Make It Real? (BoyxBoy) //DISCONTINUED//

Chapter 5: When he said 'I love you'

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What will Johnnie do now?
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Kyle must be suffering right now. And it's all my fault! I've had him waiting for so long and even worse, I'm now dating Alex and that must be hell for him! I literally rejected him..! I'm the worst.

"Johnnie? Are you okay?" I snapped back into the real world and faced my girlfriend. It's been a while, but her hair is currently purple now. She sure dyes her hair a lot. But I'm okay with that. She's still beautiful that way.

"Um, Yea!" I put my spoon down and looked in different directions nervously. I'm seriously freaking out here. I just can't stop thinking about Kyle and how I was an ass to him! Dammit. I need to leave, but I can't leave Alex.

"We should leave."

"Why?"

"Let's.. Just leave." I stood up and grabbed Alex by the hand. Leading is out of the ice cream shop.

"The ice cream." Alex whimpered. I'd chuckle at that but right now isn't the time to be humorous.

Afterwards I took Alex home and headed home. But after turnin the car off, I sat there for a moment. And thought about Kyle once again and how Bryan went to visit him.

Ugh, I need to lay down. Now.

So I went up to the apartment. And as I was about to open it, I heard mumbles and noticed it was Bryan and... K-Kyle?

"Let's face it, Bryan! He's dating Alex and he hasn't talked to me ever since that day! I wasted my breath and I regret ever kissing him.. I just scared him away." I heard Kyle say.

"Kyle, C'mon. You didn't scare him away. He's probably just like that because he's.. Johnnie. Besides, he didn't seem that happy with Alex anyways. And I didn't know you kissed him." Bryan said back.

"Yeah right. He's liked her for such a long time.. Why wouldn't he be happy with her? She's pretty, skinny, has great skin, funny and enjoyable! And she's a girl.." He sighed.

"Hey, can I ask you something?"

"Yea?"

"Why do you like Johnnie? And when did it start?" He asked. I gasped soflty, I so need to hear this!

"Well, at first i just pretended to like him because of the whole Kohnnie ship. But as I started to spend time with him.. I've noticed things and I just couldn't keep myself away from him. When we made videos, it made me happy because I was able to have time with him and only him. He was mine during that time.. And i loved every moment of it. He may not see himself as the most attractive person in the world, but I think he's... Beautiful. He makes me forget everything that worries me. He's like a drug to me.. A drug I've become addicted to. You know how drugs give you all those good feelings? Well he gives me those feelings too. He's more addicting to me than anything else. God dammit Bryan... I LOVE HIM."

A tear rushed down my cheek. Oh my god.. That's how he feels about me? I sniffed and furiously opened the door.

"IS ALL THAT TRUE?" I shouted. Kyle and Bryan both stood from the couch and looked at me with widened eyes. Kyle's beanie was off and his hair was all over the place as if he was tugging on it from frustration.

"J-Johnnie? Did you hear everything?" He asked in surprise.

More tears streamed down my cheeks, I swear to god I'll cry a river.

"Bryan.. Please leave us alone for a moment." Once I said that, Bryan didn't hesitate and walked outside passing by me and closing the door.

"Are you crying?" I turned and looked at Kyle who was on the other side of the room.

"It's nothing.... Did you really mean what you said?"

"Every word."

I couldn't stop crying. I guess I was holding onto these feelings for too long that now I feel like letting them go.

"Why me?"

"I don't know, Johnnie. I really don't. But I just can't stop thinking about you. You're always in my head, it makes me crazy." I watched as he took a few steps towards me.

I continued to cry until I felt his hands around me. My arms folded agaisnt my chest as he tightly hugged me, laying his chin on my head. I then slowly turned around and wrapped my arms around him and cried on his shoulder.

"Just let it out..." He said and I did what he said. I cried for a while as he patted my head and soothed my back.

He then pulled me away and faced me. Leaning in close, he pushed back my bangs and kissed my forehead softly.

"It's ok, Johnnie."

"No it's not. I hurt you, Kyle. Badly! I rejected you and I left you for Alex. I don't know how you can forgive me..." I sighed.

"But I do... Cause I.. I love you, Johnnie Guilbert. Okay?"

I smiled soflty and hugged him again.

"So what are you going to do now, Johnnie." He asked.

I thought about it. Well, now I know what I really want and I'm going for it. I want Kyle and I want to make Kohnnie real now. But, we're keeping it a secret.

"I'm going to the right thing and be with the person I should've been with from the beginning." I smiled as I wiped my cheeks.

"Oh? And who Is that?" He chuckled.

"You."
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Kyle and Johnnie are going to be together!
But how will Alex take all this?
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