For Now.... Forever

Ch-10

Is it really you Esther?

The saddest part in life is
Saying goodbye to someone who you wish
To spend up your lifetime with.

-unknown
(That's what cute Lucas thought while saying  a goodbye to Esther)

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Lucas point of view-

Did she think only she get broke everytime I gave her punishment?
Then she is wrong.

It breaks. My heart also breaks while seeing you in vulnerable state and breaks more when it knew I'm the reason for it.

Believe me if I don't have fire of revenge and hate, I will never hurt the way she got.

That kiss we shared in jet was not ready to leave my  mind but I have to. I want to be weak like before.

That hazels eyes, so much I got lost were still plastered on my mind clearly.

I can still see her innocence even if she is not.

I came to know just 1  year with my sources that she was mafia leader that time.

Far from innocent but she is, for me.

I have no explanation why I am praising her but yeah I did.

The look in her syare she gave me that day in airport while I was helding ber by waist was breath taking.

Damn! Even I thought leaving my every hatred towards her, just keep her lock in my golden cage so that nobody can look on those eyes except me.

But no I can't sins she did she have to repay.

Punishments are best option.

I am seated on my chair looking blankly outside from large glass from which whole Luxembourg can be seen.

Fidgeting my pen in my fingers thinking about.

I really think she should leave my mind so that I can my work.

I close my eyes and again open it. She os gone from mind.

How can this this is the same Esther Florencé that doesn't leave my mind for twenty four seven that time. Now she is just gone?

Is it really you Esther?

Anyway, I think I don't feel strong affection towards her now like before.

I opens my laptop, typing fastly the next meeting agenda.

Brannng! Brannnnng!

I stopped and looked at my phone and and press the loud speaker.

"Yes"
"Should I fix your meeting with Mr. Bradley in afternoon? " Of course! My secretary.

"No, you should keep at night. Book the 5-star restaurant. We will do  meeting in dinner"
"Okay sir"

With that she hung up.

I really proud on my this employee only otherwise all of employee are just good for nothing.

I would say them couch of potatoes.

Useless shits.

I've to work more than they do yet they are always taking maternal leaves and not feeling well leaves application.

And I will in my to&do list of today to deduct their large amount of salary and all leave days.

I sometimes like to be devil in my worker's life.

It is fun being villain.

******

[Evening]

I stopped typing.

I glance at the hanging the wall.

It's already 7 am

I sighed. Like always I lost track of time.

There is no one to take care of me or phone me to stop working continuously.

It is not a good thing.

I want someone to  care for me even I do whatever pleases me.

My mom and dad. They died.

Sibling. I don't have one.

Best friend. He is in London for his model work.

Wife. Wife..... I don't think I have any expectation from her.

Why would she care for me? If she did then she did not leave me that day.

Point, I know I have.

I put my laptop and some important documents in my bag.

I marches towards the exist of my door.

Whole building is empty.

I pressed ground floor button nad elevator closes.

I massage temple and groaned internally.

You know what managing your company which have roots all over world is pain in head and ass.

I walk toward Royal rolls and saw ny driving leaning to car with crossed arms and staring at me luxurious building.

I know like admire from afar cause they can't afford to enter their foot here.

And don't think my driver is poor.

His income is really high.

Being a Lucas worker isn't abot poor.

He came in attention position and bowes a little and got seated on driver seat.

I throw my suitcase in backseat and I also got inside.

"To mansion"
"Yes sir"

I close my gently and lean my head to seat.

I still have meeting to attend. I will first do bathing and dress. Then I will head tk that meeting.

So no gap for sleeping.
I am taking nap.

It is 1 hour to reach home.