The chef
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Do you really think only people around world are addicted to you? I'm also addicted, very hard and I know it's very bad for my heart.
I hate to admit that I love this addiction.
-by me (my favourite (ू•ᴗ•ू❁)
Esther point of view-
My room that is given me is way worse and It can tell Lucas didn't care for me a bit.
So I decided to just go with it as I know one question to him means several punishments.
I'm so coward in front of him. I don't know even single damn reason about it.
His dominance us just too much effect me to keep my gut low.
He is not cute at all.
I decided to go upstairs to have some food. It's already 8pm.
Not to forget my rusty room is in basement.
Oh my heaven! The lounge and architecture of this mansion is on another level. Modern yet classy.
My mansion was on isolated areal like a haunted big mansion at night but when the day is on its peak, it looks like a Royal mansion.
My whole mansion was very Royal.
I sighed, every thing of Lucas'mansion is just beautiful but my room, Noone can see.
It is all like a poor room
I goes to kitchen. Woh! Very nice contrast furniture. Combination of cream and forest green.
I saw one cook was making food.
She was look like professional chef.
The food she was cooking was filled with talent.
When the aroma of food reached to my nostrils. I can't help but get drowned to that chef.
She notices my presence and stopped cooking.
"Pardon miss, it's time for your dinner as per Master's order" Her voice have sincerity.
Her eyes were giving pity for me. And definitely I don't know the reason. And she very quickly low her head. SO I can't see her features and eyes perfectly.
I hope I could know and her next sentence was my answer.
"Miss as per master's order, you could only small amount of pickle and not much amount of rice every day" She looked sad.
And her eyes were not wrong even I feel pity for myself.
I smile painfully and tears also welled up in my eyes.
I don't know which fact make me hurt?
The Lucas who cares for me is gone?
Or I am born to being break?
"So all the delicious food you was cooking is not for me? " I said very sadly.
She noticed my welled up tears eye and my painful smile.
I already know the answer of my question, it's just....... It's just little kid still live in me and was excited to eat the treat.
To satisfy that little kid that it can't eat yummy food, I want answer from her.
"N-no" She is on verge of crying and I don't why she is crying when the one suffering is me.
I'm very good listener and I would love to know reason of tears of that old lady.
"But why are you crying? " I give her genuine smile.
"Miss, I'm chef, a famous chef. My biggest dream is to make every child happy after they eat my food. Their smile after eating my cook food is my treasure. This treasure always makes me continue to make delicious food for my people who eat food but....... Today it's not the same. " She sobs.
It breaks my heart l.
She continued.
"I lost my treasure today. I can see you still a four year old child from inside who was eagerly wanted to eat handmade food but today I'm unable to do the job in which I'm the best. Today I'm tied between my responsibility to fulfill master's order and my little child who got disappointed" She was a crying.
I can say she is too much hurt about it and it made me unable my salty waters to not drop continuously.
I could say I'm being attached not from now but from eternity and I don't know why.
It like she have special bond with me.
I don't know how can she feel about how I am? She knows I'm still a child from inside and have so many Insecurities.
My true self is still little soul who didn't have a child hood.
To protect itself, she(child) build a wall coldness and aloof attitude.
Yeah that's what I am.
It's not like nobody can see my little is who is scared.
It's just nobody want to see and nobody have intrest to know that.
But this lady did.
After the whole time she looked up to my face.
Oh my! She has green eyes just like mine, no difference, her face features are soft yet sharp just.. Like me.
So many wrinkles is there on her face. She is old.
She also looked at me amazed just like me.
"May... May I know your name miss? " Her question was obvious.
Of course! We look mostly same.so this question also came automatically.
And also want to answer my name with surname.
Not which include Lucas 's surname.
"Esther Florencé"
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