For Now.... Forever

Ch-24

Going to party in two days?

Esther's point of view-

What does he want?

I look at the man sitting in front of king sized chair with his all glory and I on his feet.

As much as I stare intensly, he also did the same.

It's so calm environment around us, it's that calm before storm.

What does he want?

Then again I remember, I knew it. He wants to die every day physically and emotionally.

I loved the man sitting in front of me but now everyday I just can't help but start building hate for him little by little.

I would never say him that I miss the old Lucas.

The Lucas who was the reason to smile in my dark world.

The Lucas who was a process of mending my broken heart.

The Lucas who was the most innocent being I ever saw but...

It is WAS, it all is a past.

The tender kisses he gave were the beautiful thing that happened. He only knows how to make my day the best.

I quickly got out from my painful yet beautiful memories with him. Still its just the memories.

Why I have the fear that I lost my old Lucas in him?

I got up from ground with support if my palms.

He again tortured me. When he was done, he just sit on his gigantic chair leaving me helpless on ground.

I broke my gaze from his eyes but O still feel his gaze as I getting up.

My left angle had a swelling, so I walk with great effort towards the upstairs without uttering the single word.

You would say how can I leave with this ruthless monster?

But it's a every day thing.

Sometimes I hurt my forehead, sometimes the oozes from my mouth, sometimes he ended up hurting my heart more than I imagined.

When I middle of stairs talking the support from railing. He decided to broke that cold silence in atmosphere.

"Wait" He spoke up and start walking towards the stairs.

I could deep his shoes are echoing in whole mansion, the sound got as he came towards me.

My whole body start shaking without my permission. I didn't dare turn to look at him.
But I again tightly gripped the railing to stop myself from trembling.

He hugged my waist loosely from behind and rested her s face on the crook of my neck.

His breath on my neck start making me feel more jelly than ever.
It wasn't a turn on, it's more like that he will hurt me again, you would say why?

When he show me little affection, the excitement was an understatement. He does make me feel those butterflies.

But as soon as I came to feel them more, I was always landed straight to ground, now I was hurt was an understatement

I am scared I've to pay the prize for the little snuggle ng he is doing in my neck.

"We will go formal party after two days
So, get little healthy and look beautiful. " He half whisphered and let go of me.

It took me a second to register that he didn't hurt for his little move and again it took me a second to play his words, again in mind.

Formal party?
What?

He never took me to one. What is this?