Rosa: did you get my things and Nadia's pampers and wipes
Kobe: yes of course
Back to reality
I didn't realize I was crying and I snapped out of my day dreaming
Teacher: Rosalina do can you give me the answer to number 12?
Rosa: um 4
I got up and I went to the counselor. I sat down.
Mrs. Brown: what's wrong
Rosa: I was daydreaming and It was about me getting raped, having a kid and so many stuff but it made me so uncomfortable and sad so I don't know what to do now because it could happy in real life
Mrs. Brown: we're you depressed?
Rosa: no this is the only Time it's happened
Mrs. Brown: ok also I'm here whenever you need me ok?
Rosa: yeah
I got up and seen we were switching classes. Kobe was still mad at me because he told me at the sleep over we had. I went to the back of the class and everyone came in. The teacher came in and did his lesson which I fell asleep through.
Heather: mr Ortiz Rosa is sleep
Mr. Ortiz: Rosa wake up and please stay up
Rosa: ok
He continued teaching and I fell asleep again.
Heather: she's at it again
Mr. Ortiz: Rosa you and Cynthia switch spots!
I had an attitude about it.
Rosa: ima fucking kill you heather like I'm not even joking at this point you getting on my fucking nerves always tryna play ms. good guy
I got my things and got out the class without permission. I sat my stuff down and I put my things in the backpack and zipped it up. I got my phone and headphones and I put them in and played music. I put my backpack on and I started screaming down the hallway disturbing classes. I went to my car and I drove home. I decided to drop out of school.
Some weeks later
Dad: Rosa I'm disappointed in you
Rosa: I don't care
He got out and I heard my window. I seen it was Kobe and I didn't unlock the window.
Kobe: open the window!
I ignored him and I continued drawing. I got up ready for bed. Yes I took showers during those weeks. Kobe came In as I was ass naked no clothes on just me and my bare body and hands and he closed the door and looked at me.
Kobe: why?
Rosa: I've been thinking about life and that was the only right thing to do
Kobe: you know you still have to stay in the grade?
Rosa: yea
Kobe: turn around
I did and I went in my closet and I was just whispering to myself.
Rosa: *whispering* what if he tells the whole school?
I took a deep breath and got out my closet. I seen he was naked but had his boxers on. I tried not to look at his pen15
Kobe: give me kiss
I hesitated he came and kissed me. I kissed him back and he smiled he took his boxers off and put on his condom. He asked if I was ready and I said yes. He started going slow knowing I was new. He sped up after each minute. I was moaning and he was making my shit clap. He was shaking and so was I. He turned me around so now I was on my stomach and he kept going. I don't know what happened but I felt light as a feather. He pulled out and I got up and went to the bathroom in my towel and washed my self.
Next day
I woke up and put on my outfit
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I put on my hoodie and I got my stuff for high school and I brushed my teeth and washed my face when I got in the bathroom I put my hair in a low ponytail I got out and told my dad I was heading to school. I got in my car and drove to school. I looked at it and I got out and I went inside.
Brandon: would you let me hit from the back?
Rosa: not losing it to some jerk like you
I went to my locker and literally everyone was talking about me and I had to remember I lost my virginity. They kept making fun of me and I went to bathroom and went inside a stall. I started crying and I heard footsteps so I put my feet up and cried silently. I heard the footsteps go away and I got out the stall and I went back to my locker and Kobe came and I smacked him.
Kobe: what the hell-
Rosa: fuck you Kobe! You caused this whole fiasco
I went back to the counselor and I told her everything that Happened. I kept crying and she called Kobe.
Kobe: yeah?
Mrs. Brown: sit down now!
I was looking at the wall.
Mrs. Brown: why would you send the whole school a video of you having sex with Rosa?
Kobe: I don't know I was being dumb but her shit had me feeling like I d-
Mrs. Brown: let me see your phone
He gave his phone to the counselor and she found the video that he sent to everyone and she got up and we followed her to the office and we went to the principals office. I seen my dad was coming to get me or my brothers.
Kobe: she should've never asked to have sex with me so that's her fault
I looked at him.
Rosa: how is it my fault you came In my room as I was changing and I ignored you for a reason
Kobe: oh so your gonna act like your notes never said anything about me in it?
Rosa: why are you going through it tho you shouldn't be going through my shit!
