I felt sick and threw up in the sink but washed it out. I seen ace at the door and I got a knife and I was shaking. I opened the door and I hugged him trying to stab him but I was weak.
Rosa: kill me now
Ace: I would want to but no
He held my hand.
Ace: your gonna be fine I love you
Rosa: I'm cold I'm getting weak
He carried me inside and dropped me on the ground and kicked me.
Ace: I never loved you
I got jumped again and I laid on the floor coughing up blood
Rosa: river tell my kids and family I love them
A tear ran down my face and I closed my eyes.
River: no you can't do this to me
He hugged my body crying.
2 years later
A/n:Rosa was in a two year coma diagnosed with lung cancer.
I started waking up and I needed to adjust my vision to the lights.
Dr. Ian: oh my gosh Rosa
He took his flashlight pen out and checked my vision.
Rosa: w- where am I? Am I in heaven?
Dr. Ian: no you're in the hospital diagnosed with lung cancer
Rosa: so does this mean?
Dr. Ian: yes I'm very sorry ma'am
Rosa: it's fine I'm just too young to die I'm just 19
Dr. Ian: you're 21
Rosa: no I'm not
Dr. Ian: yes you are look
Rosa: it's been two years then huh?
Dr. Ian: yes but you need to take your antibiotics Here's your pills and water
I took them and finished drinking the water. I tried setting the glass cup down but I was weak the glass tipped over and fell causing it to break.
Rosa: I'm so sorry
Dr. Ian: don't cry please it's not your fault
Rosa: yes it is
Dr. Ian: no it's not!
I jumped as he yelled in my face.
Dr. Ian: I'm sorry
He had tears race down his face. I pulled him closed to me and hugged him.
Rosa: I'm sorry everything is my fault in this world
I started sobbing and he hugged me.
Dr. Ian: let me tell you good news after we put you in surgery and we removed the cancerous tumor that caused your cancer
Rosa: thank you
I started crying tears of joy and I felt like I fell in love with my doctor
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My doctor had to work on other patients I seen my kids and friends come.
Isaiah: mom what happened to you?
Rosa: I had lung cancer
Isaiah: does it mean I'll get it
Rosa: no it'll just affect me
Ian: Rosa oop sorry call me whenever you need me
Rosa: I need you now buddy
He came to me with curiosity. I gave him a hug.
Rosa: this here is my life sized teddy bear who got rid of the tumor
Ian: hey you all
Rosalynn: mom here's a birthday cupcake for you
Rosa: thanks
I gave her a hug and I cried.
Rosa: I missed you so much but I'm going to get better
Lynn: are you sure mama?
Rosa: yes Gabi Have you been seeing your dad?
Lynn: yes
Allen crawled to me all happy but cried when he sat down.
Rosa: drama king
I gave him a kiss and he stopped and put his pacifier in his mouth. I looked next to me and seen Ian next to me hugging me and I heard him snore.
Rosa: you sleepy teddy bear?
Ian: shut up
He said slapping my thigh. I laughed in pain at the same time. I slapped his head and he fake cried. I rolled my eyes. He still had a grip on my thigh but I took it off not wanting them to think my doctor and I have something going on.
Charlotte: this your man?
Rosa: no just to answer your question
Charlotte: ok then
I ate my cupcake and I talked to my friends and kids. Visiting hours were over and Ian got up and he left. I called a nurse for food. I ate that and I took my antibiotics. I went to sleep.
Middle of the night
I woke up and I seen ace with a gun. I cried.
Rosa: stop it please
Ace: when i count to three say your final words
He put his finger on the trigger
Ace: 1..2..3
Rosa: I-I..
I put up a shard of glass and threw it at his head. He lost grip of the gun and I got up and got a bigger shard and stabbed him. I got his pocket knife and kept stabbing him. I walked away he grabbed my foot and I tripped me. I crawled back. But he got on top of me and He took his knife but I got it back stabbed his shoulder which gushed around the room on my face. I took it out and stabbed his head where I put the glass shard at. He fainted and died. How do I know. I checked his pulse and couldn't get any sign he was alive. I kept shakily breathing. I cried knowing I killed someone. I prayed for forgiveness. I seen dr Ian come in and he seen my room was blood and that I wasn't in my bed and went to my bed and cried.
Ian: Rosa where'd you go?
Rosa: I'm over here
He checked and seen me. I was shaking and the knife was still in my hand.
Ian: you're a murderer
He got up and tore the bear's head apart from the body. He dropped it on the bed and left. I cried and I went to sleep on the floor.
Next day
I woke up and seen I was in prison but still had the things to keep me alive. I was confused and I was panicking.
Guard: welcome to prison you're in here for murdering an innocent person
