Luon and I leaned in and kissed me accidentally. We made out and I rolled away from him.
Rosa: take a chill pill hisoka
Luon: shut up
He went to sleep and I just thought about what the news said. Tears ran down my face. I got up and out of my bed. I went to the living room and I kept crying. Charlotte came in and seen I was crying. River followed behind her.
Charlotte: what's wrong?
Rosa: they lied
Charlotte: who did
Rosa: *shakily* Derek and hailey
Charlotte: what do you mean they lied?
Rosa: t-they where found alive in Japan but we're said to be dead in France
I kept crying and i ordered food. I heard the door bell and I opened it and seen Ayden.
Ayden: what's wrong?
Rosa: everything
He hugged me and I let him in. He had Allen and I seen my food came. I got it and my Uber eats driver looked worried.
Shareem: are you ok?
Rosa: yes but thanks for the food here's your tip
I went and seen the 300 dollars weren't there. I checked everything and when I checked luon he had it. I slapped him and went back to the door. I seen my dasher was at his car. I put the blanket on the couch and I went to him and I went to his car and gave him the tips.
Shareem: thanks
Rosa: anytime daddy I mean shareem
I went inside and I grabbed my blanket and I seen luon was looking at me.
Luon: why?
Rosa: you should've never took the money
I went past him and I got my bucket and threw up in it. It was my stomach that was killing me now. I put my clothes on and I went to the hospital. I seen my OB/GYN. I checked to see if I was pregnant.
Obgyn: can you tell my the symptoms you've been having?
Rosa: I've had a migraine, throwing up continuously, stomach aches and that's all I can name
Obgyn: so I'm going to be taking an ultrasound
She applied the gel and started to see a fetus growing inside of me. I was so confused on how I had this baby.
Obygn: congratulations but let's hear the baby's heartbeat
She checked the heartbeat multiple times and no sign of heartbeat. She did another one and there was no heartbeat.
Obgyn: I'm sorry Rosa but it looks like your baby has passed
I cried and I took the pictures. I went to my house after driving there and I parked and cried. I looked at the pictures. This was my fault.
Rosa: I'm sorry about this baby I love this was all my fault
I went inside and I got Allen. I hugged him and I went to my room and I put my pajamas back on.
Rosa: do you want to go back to you daddy sleepy boy?
He started crying and I put his pacifier in his mouth. He quieted down.
Ayden: Rosa can you tell me why you were crying?
Rosa: my baby passed away
Ayden: what do you mean?
Rosa: I was pregnant but I felt like I killed it because I was drinking
Ayden hugged me and I cried in his chest.
Rosa: I'm a bad mother
Ayden: no you're not. You're an absolute wonderful mother to two/ three kids your kids love you, I love you, your friends love you but mostly I love you
Ayden: stop crying beautiful
He kissed my forehead and he took me back to the living room. I had my cover wrapped around me, Ayden, and Allen. Luon sat down and I heard the door. I didn't feel like getting up. Charlotte gave me the mail and I seen hailey and Derek come in.
Hailey: mr. and Mrs. Freeman we're back
Rosa: they moved out
Hailey: so whose house is this?
Rosa: mines
Ayden: leave Rosa alone ok she's not feeling good
Derek: what do you mean?
Ayden: she's hurt ok she doesn't want to talk to no one else
I wiped my tears. I checked the mail and I got a letter from my OBGYN saying that my baby was needed to do another heartbeat check. I got ready and I was in my room and there still was no heartbeat. I cried.
Obgyn: aww I'm so sorry for your loss I will say you can try again once you heal
Rosa: Ok
I went to the living room with I whispered to Ayden that the baby had no chances of coming back. He hugged me and I went to sleep on Ayden.
Ayden: Rosa
I woke up.
Ayden: my mom's outside so I'm gonna take Allen so you can get a break
Rosa: ok love you bye
Ayden: love you too
He left and I got up and made tea. I looked at my belly. I had a flashback of me being at the party and ace coming he beat me up while his soldier injected something in me.
Rosa: I'm gonna fucking kill him
Charlotte: whoa whoa whoa who?
Rosa: ace The man who did this to me
I said pointing to my face.
Rosa: I got his sperm injected inside of me
My head hurted again and I fell on the floor.
River's POV
I seen Rosa collapse and I got up and went to her. I felt her and she felt warm. She looked sweaty and pale. She had her hand on her stomach does this mean she's pregnant. I carried her to her room and I wet a towel and wringed out the wet towel. I went to her room and put the towel on her forehead.
River: rest
I left her door open so we can check on her. I heard her groaning. Luon was checking on her it made me curious that they had something going on between them.
Rosa's POV
I was not having it. I threw up and I used the wall for help up.
