Kobe: shut up and come here
I laughed and I kissed him and we made out. He was in my walls and yes I did forget to close the door all the way but it was cracked opened to the point one little push will close it. I was tired and he was sucking on my boobs and I was rubbing my clit.
Rosa: fuck
He gave me a hickey on my neck that was very visible and I kissed him and my mom came in to us kissing and laying on each other.
Kobe: goodnight bestie
Rosa: goodnight
I kissed him and I seen my mom and I got scared.
Mom: did you just have sex in my house?!
Rosa: mom please leave me alone
Mom: you go home and stay there you can't see or talk to her Rosa put on pajamas we're gonna have a talk tomorrow
Rosa: ok
Kobe put on his pants and shirt and left. My mom closed my door and I got up and put on my pajamas. I went to bed.
Next day
Mom: wake tf up!
I heard music and I cried. I got up and started cleaning. I got done and cleaned my room and got everywhere I seen my packages came and I went and got them. I went in my room and got my laptop and started looking for colleges. I applied for two. I put it to the side and I opened my packages and seen exotic food came ( rare snacks). I got happy and then I got my camera and did wanted to have a second nose piercing so I did that
I was fanning it while on the phone with hailey and my other girlfriends.
Rosa: this shit hurts
Some weeks later. I didn't get accepted in any of this colleges neither. My mom stormed into the classroom I was In and she started yelling at me about me not getting accepted but I was ignoring her. It was time to switch and I got up and I got my backpack and I went to P.E. I took off my jacket and I started stretching. I remembered everything my mom said and It felt like I just died. I got done and played volleyball. I saved the ball from hitting the floor and I switch sides Kobe was talking to me and I wasn't paying no attention to him and I served the ball and I played the girls team won because of me and school was over. I grabbed my backpack and made sure I had everything I forgot my math book and I got it. I went home and I went to my room.
Mom: come on get your stuff we are getting you out of here
Rosa: no
She closed the door and dragged me. She kept hitting me and punching me.
Rosa: mom stop!!
I was crying as she kept yelling and hitting me. She got my stuff and I was crying she put it in the living room and I got up weakly and I was crying and I seen Jermaine and I said hi to him and got my things. I went to my car and I went to a parking lot and I made my car my house. I was graduating and I got my certificate. I walked down the stairs and I could only see my mom happy for Kaiden and raiden. I never felt this way before it's like she wanted me to be a boy. I was done graduating and I went to my car and I went to the store and got deodorant, tampons, trash bags, and wipes I also got snacks and I paid for it. I went back to the car and I went to the parking lot I was living in. I parked and I took off my gown and I wiped myself down. I changed my tampon and put it in the trash bag I ate my dinner which was Oreos. I got done eating two and a half rows and I closed the bag and I got In the bag and I went to sleep. I woke up and I answered the phone which was my dad calling.
Rosa: *voice cracks* hello?
Dad: you ok?
Rosa: yes
Dad: I love you
Rosa: love you too goodnight
I hung up and I went back to sleep.
I woke up and seen I had a ticket. I got it from my car and I paid the fine. I drove home but first I got gas then continued. I got out. I went inside and I was silent and looking around as I was scared.
Jermaine's POV
I seen Rosa looking like she was about to cry or something but ever since my mom kicked her out she never visited us.
Rosa's POV
My legs and arm started shaking because I was scared and my mom was going to walk in and see me. I started to have a anxiety attack and I got up and I went to my car and started crying and I was scared and i asked for forgiveness.
Dad: get out the car
I did and I was scared and he hugged me. I was crying and he made me feel safe
Rosa: I'm sorry dad
Dad: it's not your fault
I started calming down and I went back inside. I sat down fidgeting my leg. My mom walked in the door saying hi to the rest of my family and I got up and went out the door causing no problems. I went to the parking lot and I seen Kobe and his friends get out of Derek's car and they went inside a liquor store. A tear slid its way down on the paper I was writing on. I wiped them and I seen my mom's car next to mine.
Rosa: I'm sorry for everything I did mom love you
I wrote sincerely, Rosa. I folded into thirds.
