ANSWER: This Feeling // A JJK FF

Chapter 9: Do You Know What I Feel ?

 Jungkook behaved quite flustered whenever he was around her, he noticed if she smiled, he laughed at her jokes, he looked at her in a way as if she was like the moonshine amidst a dark forest. He wanted to be with her everyday, if a day went by without seeing each other his heart would act strange. He would feel as if he hadn't done something... he didn't know what this feeling was... He had never been in LOVE.

He did not even know what love meant. He had just read about it in books but never experienced it. He had to ask Yuna but he was far too clueless how to do so..

But he had to make it clear to his mind what was clear to his heart. The heart and the mind were at war, how could they understand each other...The soul had to be the mediator. He was feeling something and he just had to identify it.

'She won't catch me would she..? How will I say it to her..? Ahh this is difficult.. far too difficult to say it to her. I felt not feeling was the most difficult but now it seems feeling is more tough.. This is so freaking complicated, I feel so cluttered up right now but how will I face her.. I forget what I should be saying when she is beside me..!! What shou-'

Jungkook finally paused. He took a deep breath realizing he was rambling on for too long now and he was breathless.

' I'll just ask her.. That's it.. Yess.. I have to, I cannot take this anymore.. She's the only one who can solve this .'

HE picked up the phone.

' Yuna.. can we meet this afternoon..? I have something to ask you..'

'This afternoon..uhh.. wait let me check my schedule, hold on a second... umm.. Yeah I can... when? Five thirty? Okay at Seoul Forest..? Okay see ya !'

Jungkook cut the call.

' Isn't Seoul Forest too romantic of a place among lovers..!? Ahhh I shouldn't have said that ! Ahh whatever, I don't know anymore'

The tension in Jungkook's voice was too well versed to Yuna. She knew Jungkook way too well to know when he felt what.

'He sounded tensed. I wonder what's going on with him.. He just called up and asked to meet.. quite unlike him... Well we'll see to that later.. I'll just finish up my work at the university and go home early..'

It was the afternoon at the Seoul forest, it was a bit breezy and a bit chilly since the fall was soon to end. Jungkook waited over the bridge amidst the forest clearing. The place was all yellow and so picturesque as the leaves slowly over the path underneath the tall maple trees. He breathed in the fresh air, in a way to relieve the growing lump in his throat.

But as if it was magic, he spotted Yuna walking towards him amongst the tree shaded road, the world around him seemed to slow down a bit. It seemed so mythical; the way she walked looking up at the falling leaves, her buff trench coat fluttering along with her brown hair streaming over her smiling face. Jungkook just stared back at the scene in front of her, without blinking as if, if he blinked he would lose whatever was happening in front of him... at that moment he could not even think of any other words to describe her.. to describe what she meant to her, but his heart thumped such a harmony as if it permitted him to spend the rest of his life searching for them.

Yuna caught him staring at her, but she could not recognize the way he did so. He never looked at her like that.. His brown eyes emitted a glimmer that spoke a thousand words even if his lips did not move an inch. She tilted her head a bit and just walked up to him, waved her hands before his eyes saying ' Hello.. Earth calling Jungkook.. am I audible wherever you are..?'

Jungkook blinked back to reality as she snapped her finger's in his ears.

'Are you back..? Feel your legs on the ground yet..?' Yuna laughed aloud.

'Not funny... You don't know..!' Jungkook's cheeks became red again as he slightly hit Yuna on her forehead.

' Tell what you had to say..?'

' Huh.. What... Ohh yeah.. Uhmm, so there is this heaviness in my heart that I am not finding an explanation too..?'

' Details please...' Yuna crossed her hands on the bridge railing as she waited to listen more to him as he closed his eyes and just spoke out.

' I have this feeling inside me.. I am confused... It feels like my heart is tied up to something which is pulling it so hard but it just cannot go. I feel sea-sick sometimes, the tension inside me drives me crazy but I like it all. It feels like my heart is talking to me but I just cannot understand what it says. It's spinning me around, I don't know how to label this anymore...'

Jungkook stopped and opened his eyes and found Yuna staring back directly at his eyes.

' Why're you looking at me like that..? Is it strange ?'

' No ! Not at all... I know what this is, I even know you are confused but still I have to ask.. What will you label this as..?'

' Ahh I'll just say it.. How do I know if I am in love?'

' One day you'll meet someone who will see the universe knitted into your soul and the emeraldlike galaxy in your eyes... The way they talk to you, the way they smile at, you'll just know what they see you as. That's when you'll realize what its meant to be in love.'

' Wait I already feel like that... Yuna.. wait.. I feel love... I finally feel love...!!!'

His eyes widened as his lips parted into the brightest smile that Yuna ever saw on his face. He was so happy because he knew whom he felt that for. He suddenly turned towards Yuna and pulled her into a tight hug. 

'Thank You..'