ANSWER: This Feeling // A JJK FF

Chapter 11: It Is You.

Jungkook sensed something was wrong with her. She did not behave like this. She got him wrong that was for sure but he had to let her know. He too was in a same position as Yuna... I'll say in a more confusing situation than her, because at least she knew that he loved someone and he adored her as a friend but he did not even know whether Yuna ever fancied him or not. He was in a bind now...

--What if she refuses to be with me.. I am younger than her, she might not like younger guys... But she's my first love, I cannot bear her refusal. But I have to think of her too.. I ha-'

He was saying all of this looking just outside his bedroom window. He glanced away-' Am I thinking like her now..?'

He looked at the mirror... That's when he realized that he was symptoms of her.. Her thoughts, her smile, her walks, the way she felt... he saw them inside him too. The moments he wasn't with her, he without realizing missed her so much that he became like her.

She was like a rainbow, her every feature was a different color-

Her eyes were like the midnight, as blue as sea under the moonlight; her aura was coral, as pink as the roses that grew just outside his bedroom window; her hair was a beautiful brown just as the autumn leaves that were left abandoned but still they were pretty. She was so effortlessly gorgeous that felt her to be at so much higher, beyond his reach, somewhere he could just look at her and smile.

She thought the same of him too. He was her definition of desire. It was as if she would follow him to the ends of time to just have another moment with him. Now that she felt that Jungkook was not within her reach anymore, she missed him even more and it was as if nothing made sense until she could just be with him again.

Maybe this was what it felt to fall without even knowing where to land...

She could not enter his just because she was afraid but she could not even pull her out from this heat that she felt filling her head.

Thoughts took time... They were no exception.

They just sat huddled up in their bedrooms and thought. But none were capable to compromise. Especially Jungkook. The new found confidence he had from getting his feelings back, made him strong enough to face Yuna. If she rejected then maybe he could buy some time from her; he loved her , being with mattered more to him than being scarred as broken lovers without even trying. But no matter what he had to make her understand how much she meant to him. How she came with her sunny smile and her starry mind and just danced around flaring her wings, painting all over him.

She made a garden out of his solitude. He had to cherish his butterfly.

He called her after days of holding himself back. She did not pick up... well he sort of expected this... He knew her.

He jumped out of his bed and started to scribble something in his notebook.

Its past nine, deep into the night... Yuna had bound herself to her bedroom, either reading or thinking. She did not even attend work, urgent cases were solved over phone. She saw Jungkook calling her, but she still wasn't sure of herself to face him yet. At around ten, the phone beeped at a text.

From Jungkook-

' check your door.'

'What... my door.. what's wrong with my door...?'

She got up, tying her hair high up into a bun she went down to her front door. Nothing out of ordinary... But as soon as the sensor light went on, she noticed an unnamed envelope on the floor.

She opened it...

Yuna,

Lately I have been thinking about who I want to love, how I want to love and why I want to love the way I do and what I need to be to become the love I want to be. But you know, when my mind is all blank and these are the words that goes about in my head like a little merry-go-round this thought came to me every time-Before I die, I want to be someone's rabbit hole, the place where they can put themselves into when they want to survive without anything filtered, with every little pain, with every corner of the darkest solitude, every nervous prayer and she could be absolutely certain that she is safe with me. You told me, that if you are thinking about something and if the same word comes to your head even after every conscious deliberation, even if the world shouted at it being wrong... That was the right thing for you, because you're a person of your origin.

Even if you stood silently in front of me I would feel like falling off a cliff. Maybe it's the way nothing else matters when I am talking to you or how you make me smile more than anyone else... whatever it is I just want you to know that It means everything to me.

I want to enter into your life like this note, just slipped inside waiting for you to hold and open it and wanting you to open your door because you want to see who it is from. I guess you already know...

Yuna's hands were shaking. Her cheeks washed with her tears, her eyes red with the salt in her tears, her head filling with all the blood from her body, she could not help but open the door and rush out into her garden. He was sitting amidst the night peonies, looking more beautiful than the moonlight that covered him. The faint light still made it clear the glow his eyes emitted when he turned to her. 'I am sorry I left you back there... I don't know what to say.. I am just so flushed about myself right now, I know that you know about how I feel and that you knew it the moment I turned that day but I could not help myself from going away. I -'

Jungkook lifted himself up and pulled her into a tight hug. The coldness about her was suddenly gone as his strong arms cupped all of her in them. She never knew how engulfing the flames could be until now. The only thing that brought her back to life, his touch, his breath, she felt as if she never had felt so alive. Still in his arms she lifted up her head to face his, a warm smile all over his moonlit portrait.

He kissed her. Without warning, without permission, without even thinking of doing it because he simply couldn't have done anything else. He wanted the breath that she was holding. It belonged to him and he wanted back.

Its said that you'll know who's the one for you and that if you're fated you'll meet. The moment their lips met, they knew that those were the lips they wanted to kiss forever.

All the held up passion, desires, tears melted away with that one touch.