𝗠𝗜𝗦𝗠𝗔𝗧𝗖𝗛𝗘𝗗 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗦, 𝗁𝖺𝗂𝗍𝖺𝗇𝗂 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌

𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥 𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗥𝗧𝗘𝗘𝗡, 𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗌𝖾𝗍

R-Rindou.."

She stuttered as her mind couldn't process everything she heard. It felt like everything around her is falling apart, hearing those words made her body stiff and still.

"What?" she added.

"I'm s-sorry for your l-loss. Mrs. Haitani"

"No! Fuck you! I'm asking what the hell happened and you're just gonna turn your back on me? No way in fucking hell-"

"Y/n"

Haruchiyo suddenly arrived at the scene, trying to calm her down because she had already lost her composure.

"He- He told me... No, I won't accept this, bring me where he is right now... We need to talk!"

"Y/n, come wit-"

"Shut up! Bring... me to him, please..."

Haruchiyo couldn't help but plead with the doctor to take her where Rindou was, the doctor somehow agreed but unfortunately, y/n passed out due to shock before she could even see Rindou's corpse.

Haruchiyo took her to one of the hospital's vacant rooms and let her rest for a while. He let a sigh out. He also can't accept the fact that his friend is gone.

Suddenly, one of the doctors barged into the room, saying that he'll explain further information but y/n is still unconscious so the doctor let Haruchiyo know the circumstances that just happened.

After an hour of listening to the doctor's statements and reports, Haruchiyo went back to the room where y/n was. He doesn't have the slightest idea of how he could say those words without hurting her feelings.

That might be impossible since the fact that Rindou is gone simply hurt her. He just wanted to help her and lessen the pain she was feeling right now. He can't stand seeing her in that state that's why.

As soon as he got there, he saw y/n looking outside through the windows, being drowned in her thoughts.

"Y/n, let me get this straight-"

"I know. I heard all of it."

Haruchiyo's eyes widened, he immediately rushed towards her and lightly caressed her back. Realizing that her expression is nothing but dull. There were no tears shed, but you can tell by looking at her eyes that she's holding back her tears and emotion.

"For now... I just want to go home," she added.

"You're not gonna see-"

"No, I don't believe it. I know, he'll come home later, that's why I need to coo-"

"Y/N"

"Stop pretending, it pains me seeing you like this..."

"I'm sorry but please-"

"Fine,"

Haruchiyo couldn't argue anymore and took her back to their place. He kicked his car as he cursed continuously.

"Damn it, can't I be a help?" he whispered as he hopped in his car and drove away.

Meanwhile, y/n who was lying down on Rindou's bed was staring at the ceiling, remembering the memories they spent together.

"Ha.."

"I thought you're not gonna give us up..."

"What happened?"

Tears started to fall as soon as she said those words. Nothing could ever tell how much pain she was feeling right now.

After knowing that Rindou died in the process of surgery, Ran's donor pains her the most. She thinks of herself as a burden who couldn't do anything for him, and all she could think of was Ran, even though Rindou was the one who was on her side.

After a few more minutes of sobbing, y/n caught a glimpse of a letter placed under the lampshade.

She immediately got up and opened the letter. Her eyes widened as they slowly became teary, realizing it was Rindou's handwriting.

Y/n, you might find this late since you don't usually visit my room, but once you found this, please don't blame yourself for everything. I once met a girl in the past, I don't know her, everything about her is still a mystery to me, but I was mesmerized and immediately fell in love with her even though we just met.

Something happened between us that night, but she ran away from me. I don't know why but I just saw myself doing everything I can just to find that girl but I failed. I'm so close to giving up on her, not until you came. By the time I met you, I'm sorry, but I doubted you and Kei. I believed that you are the girl from my past, I lived my life believing in that fact, not until my brother came. Claiming that he's your past lover and he's Kei's father broke me.

But that didn't matter since he already left you and you're with me, but these past few days, seeing you with him makes me wonder, 'Am I the only one fighting for this love' and yes. I am convinced that you're still into him, the fact that you'll do anything for him was just the same for me.

I'm willing to do everything just for you, even if it cost my life. This might get too much dramatic but please, lead a happy life along with my brother and Kei.