Just Can't

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Dream
Lux

Dream pov:
I watched over at the training room. Lux keeps wanting to go there and use it like Cross did. But she can't, she can't fight like Cross did, she just can't.

Why am I not allowed to?! Because it's not meant for you, you just can't!

I saw Lux try to use her magic to summon a weapon. All she could summon was a knife like Cross's. I can't let her use it, she just can't!

I don't want you to summon it again! But why, it was the only magic I could use?! It's not right, you just can't!

I saw Lux trying to do many things. Protecting people like a guard, always making jokes and puns, even.....even acting just like Cross.

Lux, just stop, you can't do those things! Why?! I can't control my habits! So why can't I act like myself?!

Lux, you just can't! But Why? You never tell me why! What am I doing wrong?! You just can't Cross!

.....So that's why, even after 3 years, you still can't move on.... I'm not suffering anymore. Wait, Lux!

I saw Lux run away, all because I couldn't accept that she wasn't Cross. Now I'm all alone again, while she's with a better family.

I saw Lux laughing and joking. She was able to be who she wanted, she even did things that were exactly like Cross. But her family didn't care, they saw her for herself.

I gave a small smile. I hope your happy lux. And treat her like an actual parent for me Night.

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