XVII - Enough

After a Break

Write : 21/08/2021 [07:56 PM]
Publish : 26/08/2021 [06:10 PM]

Beam’s POV

“Guys, can I ask you something ?” I ask while we in the middle of dinner.

“Yes, why ?” Phana look at me and put his spoon on the plate.

“Erm, I want ask you to bring me to the beach. I think I need to go there to calm myself. I miss Forth so much. Can you ?” I play with my food on the plate.

“Sure, when ? Which beach ?” Kit continues eat after hear my request.

“Erm, tomorrow at Haven Resort Hua Hin. I and Forth usually go there for our anniversary. I just want feel that he with me. I miss him, what should I do ?” My tears fall down in the middle of dinner.

Phana and Kit immediately hug me when I start sobbing. Argh, my heart feel hurt so much. I never far away from Forth since we are together 5 years ago. I don’t know why I lost my patient that night until all the happen. I feel sucks ! I’m mad at myself but I still mad with what Forth do. I wipe my tears and try to smile.

“I’m okay. Let’s sleep early and wake up to go there.” I walk into my rooms and lock the door.

I pick up my white shirt; the one that Forth buy for me. Argh, I miss him. Luckily, I decided to take one of his shirts with me, I can smell his scent. Feel want to cry again. It’s hurt when we fight with each other.

I put a few change in the bag for tomorrow. My favourite shades and other things. I can buy things if I need later. For now, I want to sleep so I can wake up early tomorrow to make breakfast for us for our trip to beach.

“Good night, Love. I miss you so much.” I pull my blanket and close my eyes.

Forth’s POV

I want ask Max and Nat accompany me to the beach tomorrow, I think I need some space after what happen in this week. I decided to call them before I sleep so I can go early to pick up them and reach at the beach. Maybe I will be happy there, maybe.

“Hello, Max ? Are you with Nat ?” I ask him after he answers my call.

“Hello, I’m with Nat. Why ?” I heard Nat’s voice at the back.

“Can you put on loud speaker ? I want to talk to both of you.” I pick my white shirt and khaki shorts for tomorrow.

“Sure.” Max put his loud speaker and I can hear their voice.

“Why Forth ? You want us to go to you now ?” Nat worried voice ask me.

“No, it’s okay. Can both of you accompany me go to somewhere tomorrow ?” I put my phone near the sink while wash my face.

“Sure, where ?” Max asks me.

“Erm, somewhere near or the exact place is the beach. I want to have a small vacation with both of you. I’m feeling down right now.” I looked my face in the mirror; it’s suck with my beard all over my face.

“Sure, we will. Do you want me to book a hotel for us ?” Nat voice once again.

“No, it’s okay. I already book it. Just bring your change cloth. Oh ya, I will bring a beach shirt for you. I buy it when I go out today, good shirt for beach.” I chuckles alone.