Rewrite the Stars (Completed)

iktara

Shiva pov

Everyone left us alone....

Raavi didn't even look at me.... She simply turn back...

My heart was paining seeing her...

Raavi ne sach hi kaha hai ki meine usse sirf aur sirf dard diya hai........ Itna bara gadhera kaise ho sakta hoon mein.... Yeh ladki mere liye apni puri life kurbaan kar rahi thi aur meine kya kiya... Phir se usse hurt karne wala tha... Phir se Chod kar jana wala tha... Raavi bilkul theek bol rahi hai ki mujhe bhaagne ke alawa kuch nahi aata... Pad aab aur nahi raavi mein apni galti correct karunga..... Bohot hurt kiya hai na meine tujhe.... Abb tujhe duniya baar hi khushiyaan dene ki zimmedaari meri!!!!!

As I come out of my  thoughts.... I heard her crying...

Raavi - shiva...... Chala... Ja.... Yaha.... Se!!!! (Sobbing)

My heart pain seeing her in this state...

I went near her..... N gave her a back hug ...

Shiva - nahi jaunga!!!! (Softly)

Raavi kept sobbing..... We both needed each other..... We both needed to comfort each other.... We stay in that position for few minutes completely silent .... Closing our eyes n drowning in that moment

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Shiva - I.. M... Sorry !!! (Softly)

Tears started rolling down my cheeks

Shiva - I m really sorry..... Mein janta hoon meine tujhe bohot zyada hurt kiya hai... Tera dil dukhaya hai, tujhe rulaya hai.... But mera vishwas kar raavi tujhe chot dekar mujhe khushi nahi hui.... Mujhe tujh se bhi zyada dard hua hai jab jab meine tujhe apne se dur kiya.... Jab jab tujhe ignore kiya, jab jab tujhe rulaya hai... Mein bhi roya hoon (broken voice) .... I know meri baaton mein vishwas karna bohot hard hai... Meine tujhe choda tha, tujhse apna rishta thoda tha... Tere itne kehne ke baat bhi teri baat nahi mani....  Mera koi reason mere actions justified nahi kar sakte.....I m really sorry..... Please mujhe maaf karde.... Please!!!!!! (Crying)

I completely broke down n continue crying.....

Raavi - shiva tu aisa kyu karta hai!!!! (Broken voice)

Raavi took a deep breath

Raavi - tu aisa kyu karta hai.... Kyu pehle itna chot deta hai aur phir maafi mang leta hai !!! (Hurt) .....

She look back n our eyes met ....

Raavi - shiva chod mujhe !!!!

Shiva - nahi!!!!

I back hug her more tightly

Raavi - shiva meine kaha na ki chod!!! (Sternly)

Shiva - nahi raavi....!!!! (Broken voice)

She look at me in disbelief

Raavi - jab mat chod bolti hoon tab Tu chod deta hai aur jab chodne ko bolu tho kyu nahi chodta  !!!! (Crying)

I broke the hug n made her face me n cupped her cheeks

Shiva - pehle chod kar bohot bari galti kar di thi pad abb nahi.... Abb mein tujhe apne aap se dur nahi jane dunga...!!! (Wipping her tears)