Not as planned 1.5 - Katsuki and Eijiro

Katsuki Bakugo + Eijiro Kirishima: +3 Years - Thailand Trip (1) (+Bonus)

Summary

It's January and Katsuki is alone in the woods.

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Year 3 continues, and they arrive in Thailand.

TW: (accidental/unintentional) self harm, sex/masturbation, dream sex???

Katsuki took a small break from civilization after New Year. He needed space from Eijiro and his girlfriend, and space from people in general. He was back in the cabin in the woods and only Michiko would bring him food once or twice a week. He had struggled with his mind after his drunken confession to Eijiro at the hero billboard charts and he thought he could deal with it, but he couldn't. But for Eijiro's sake, he tried to pull himself together.

He only planned to stay here during January. He wasn't as powerful in winter months anyway, so hopefully, it wouldn't be too bad. During this month he switched his hormone treatment to tablets instead of injections, so he didn't have to go back once every two weeks to get his shot.

He was a bit afraid of his heat though, he was now back to the full twelve heats per year, he needed to go into heat every month, otherwise, the pain was unbearable. But he wasn't used to being alone during his heat, he hoped he would remember to drink and eat ...

He hiked through the forest a lot, he would randomly stop to just scream, he screamed and cried his lungs out until his throat was sore and hurt so much that he couldn't even speak normally anymore. Yet he would go out every single day to do so. During the nights he would crawl into his nest and he would just think about all the stuff he had been suppressing for the longest time. He was safe here, no one of the others would find him here, he could do whatever he needed to do.

He swore to himself, that this month was the last time he would think about Eijiro and Deku in a romantic way. He would stop after this, so better get it all out of his system now. Only this month he would allow himself to feel anything romantic towards them, so he could forget it for the rest of the year and hopefully the years to come. He couldn't stay in this state forever. Eijiro was right, he needed to move on. Why was he, now after almost three years, still so fucking possessed by his former boyfriends? Why couldn't he move on?

One day was an especially heavy snowstorm outside. Katsuki contemplated if he should go out or not, it would probably be stupid to do so, but sitting inside was not doing it either. He thought about Eijiro at the moment and it was driving him nuts. God, he loved him, how could he give that up?

He flinched when he felt the pain in his arm, he had accidentally burned himself because his quirk went off on its own. He looked at the burn with a quizzical expression. This hadn't happened in a long time ...

Katsuki stood up and made his way out of the cabin he was feeling so hot! He stormed into the snowstorm and with tears in his eyes, he started to scream again. He punched against a tree until his knuckles were bleeding. He leaned his forehead against it, cold icy snow was piercing the skin of his face. Katsuki was always sensitive to the cold, he froze quickly, but now he didn't care.

His clothes were covered in icy crystals, his hair was wet and some of the crystals clung to his eyelashes. He was so damn cold, yet he started to scream again.

He eventually couldn't feel his fingers and toes anymore, that's when he went back to the cabin. Frosty tear streaks covered his cheeks. He closed the door and walked over to the fireplace. He started the fire and held his hands in front of it. He quickly undressed and sat naked in front of the fire. His body was still shaking, but his insides got incredibly hot all of a sudden.