Charming Life (Very Slow Updates)

Chapter 37

It was around five in the morning when Emma awoke from yet again another nightmare she had from her attack. The medicine from Lauren's office hadn't kicked in yet and she was still having constant nightmares about Weston. 

Last nights nightmare included him breaking into her home, kidnapping her, and locking her away where no once would find her. It was a reoccurring one that had been happening over the last week and it tore her nerves to pieces. 

Shaking off the memories of the nightmare Emma got out of bed to put on her robe and slippers from her bathroom. As she stood in front of the mirror she could see the bags under her eyes getting darker and how her face looked so thin from her not eating a lot. 

Walking into the kitchen she saw that both dogs were still sprawled out in their beds lightly snoring. Shaking her head with a small smile she went into her kitchen to start brewing a cup of coffee. Mornings were usually like this in her home, unless Tig or Chibs were there. She'd get up to make coffee with a piece of toast that had a small amount of peanut butter on it and about five to six grapes. Sure, she knew that her eating habits had gone down hill since she was raped and she knew that it wasn't healthy. It was just that Emma didn't care anymore. 

Finishing up her breakfast she saw that both dogs were awake now and ready to go into the back yard to do their business. The boys had come by earlier that week and put up an enclosed fence for the dogs to have a space to run around. It was also a nice space for her to train them and teach them different commands. 

Just as she was about to let the dogs out they both froze at the door and began to growl. 

Thinking that someone must have been out in the yard Emma firmly told them, "Get 'em boys."

Hearing that both dogs raced out the door and barked at whoever was in the ack yard. She could hear them barking at whoever it was and chasing them away from her home. Once they were sure that the perpetrator was gone both dogs came back to the house to keep their owner safe. 

Shaking slightly Emma scratched behind both dogs ears and whispered, "Good boys."

Making herself another cup of coffee she was feel the adrenaline coursing through her veins. She was slightly shaking from the fear of Weston possibly being outside of her home. Her mind then began to race with all of the worst possible scenarios if it had actually was him. 

Walking into her bathroom Emma undressed and got into the shower to wake herself up. As she cleansed herself off she thought about the charity run that the boys were going to do today. Slightly smiling to herself she knew that it was an cover for them to run guns and yet she didn't care. 

Smirking to herself Emma put on a pair of ripped jeans and a loose fitting gray t-shirt that said SAMCRO on it written in black ink. Once she had her clothes on she put on her black trainers and had fashioned her hair in a high ponytail.

Walking into the kitchen she saw that the clock and saw that it was almost six. She had to get to the clubhouse by six thirty in order to start breakfast for the boys. Gemma and her had planned to make a big batch of breakfast sandwiches for everyone.

Feeding the dogs both dogs and kisse the top their head she whispered to them, "You both did so good protecting me and the house this morning. Thank you. I'll see you in a few hours. I love you both."

With that she grabbed her phone, keys, and purse and headed out the door. As she was closing her door she saw a small package sitting on her sidewalk. Cautiously she walked up to it and kicked it with her foot to see if it would go off.

Seeing that nothing had happened she picked up the box and carefully opened it. Inside was a pair of her missing pink silk panties that had a very noticeable seamen stain on them and a note. Dropping the panties in disgust Emma looked at the note and read it in shock.

Sunshine,

I just wanted you to know I'm always thinking about you and the time we spent together. You're going to make a wonderful mother to my boys and any of our future children. Just know I always have my eyes on you.

~A

Feeling bile rush up in her throat Emma crouched down behind one of her bushes and vomited her breakfast up. She knew he still had to be around and it didn't help that his obsession for her was growing.

Walking to her car she opened up the trunk she slung the package with the note inside. Sliding into her driver's seat she started up her car and then called Gemma.

The phone rang until she heard a harsh voice on the other end yell, "What?!?!"

Moving the phone away from her ear slightly Emma shook her head and then put the phone back to her ear saying, "Good morning to you too Gem."

On the other end Gemma sighed, "Sorry darling. Got left a mask by one of those fuckers who attacked us."

"Same here," Emma responded, "However, mine had a pair of my missing panties in it covered in Weston's jizz."

Gagging on the other end Gemma said, "Oh baby I'm so sorry. Is he still sending you stuff?"

Huffing Emma said, "He sure is and I keep destroying the shit he gives me. I think he was in my back yard earlier."

"Jesus Emma what the hell happened," Gemma asked clearly getting angry.

Nonchalantly Emma said, "Don't worry about it the dogs scared whoever it was off. They're very protective of me."

Gemma replied, "Well that's good. Look I'll see you in fifth and we can talk more about this once the guys leave."

Emma in agreement said, "Okay Gemma I'll see you soon."

"Bye sweetheart," and with that both women hung up.

Driving on Emma turned up the volume on her radio and heard a familiar song start to blare through her speakers. Smirking she nodded her head to Hurts So Good by John Cougar Mellencamp. It was one of her all time favorite songs and it slightly distracted her from the morning ahe had just had.