OWNED BY HER || chaennie ✓ [18+]

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A week, a week of full of pain, sorrow, suicidal thoughts, anxiety and everything possible. I was discharged form the hospital, nobody spoke about accident ever since, Chaeyoung were no where to be found, Irene brought me back to her house but I couldn't deal with the memories. Jisoo was kind enough to offer me an apartment for a time being, I agreed. I really need time alone anyway.

Irene agreed to take care Kuma, and ofcorse I wasn't stupid, I knew Chaeyoung picked out Kuma. As much as I hate to admit it, I miss Chaeyoung, I really do. But I can't handle the pain he put me through. I will forgive her, but it takes time. I don't even think I could ever face her ever again, or anyone at all.

As much as I wanna move on, I can't, there's this lump in my throat and a feeling in my heart I can't get rid of easily.

I've quit my job, moved out, I've got a small saving that could help me for a few months, Irene offered to hand some but I declined, not wanting to be a bother any longer. She's helped me enough and I think it's time for me to pay her back her kindness.

I stared up at the ceiling as I feel my stomach growl in hunger, I sighed knowing I haven't gone groceries shopping yet, I've spent the whole week just ordering food outside, I know I have to collect myself together but how? I have no motivation, all I want is this to end.

I grab a pair of jeans and a huge hoodie to he lastly my phone, locking the door behind me as I head out to the small convenient shop nearby, about few blocks away.

The sky was dark and the stars were out. People were walking and chatting, friends with each other, groups of people on the side roads couple hand in hand talking and smiling ain't each other.

Again, all I had in my mind was Chaeyoung, she pulled me out of the car, she must've made it out fine, she must make it.

Obviously i still haven't gotten over the miscarriage news, bug I have to, I know I eventually go, I need to start fresh. And the inky way is to put it behind me.

"Good evening." The cashier flashed me a smile instead returned with as I walked in, my feet immediately walked towards the drinks section.

My eyes scanned the drinks and landed on the bunch of banana milk cartons, seulgi would've love those. I chuckled bitterly. It's hard to say that I've got closer all the girls in the past weeks, but the whole week ever since I've got discharged, I've cut communication with all of them, only answering a few calls from Jisoo and Irene telling them Im good then making excuses so I could leave.

I sound selfish, but I'm not over it, I can't yet. I need time, and space, it seems like they got the hint as they haven't calling me for a few days now. Wish I'm glad since I can focus more on myself. I walked to another side and grab a small cup of instant noodles.

I walked towards the cashier to pay as another man outside of the convenient store caught my attention.

I glanced at the woman, she stood on the other side of the road, wearing all back, a black mask and a hat, hands inside her pocket. The woman slowly pulled her mask down, her hat creating a shadow so I couldn't see her eyes but I knew she was looking straight at me.

She smiled.

I frozed.

My heart dropped as inside immediately recognized the same old smile that I love so much.

Chaeyoung?

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