sober | pjm

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"i'm not different, i'm just tired of pretending that i'm fine"

"what happened to you? who did this? you're not my girlfriend i used to know" jimin spoke.

valentine scoffed hearing this. the fact that he doesn't even realize it was him who made her like this angers her.

"you. it's you who made me like this"

"val you are being nonsense right now. by the way, tonight we'll be having dinner with my family, so wear something appropriate"

"no"

"what do you mean, no?"

she took deep breaths. this is it, the moment where it'll all be crushed down. "i want to break up with you" she said.

jimin widened his eyes. a shocked face formed. "what?" that's all he can say.

"let's break up jimin, let's end this"

"no, you are not breaking up with me"

"you can't decide that"

"then you can't either"

she took a step closer, closing the gap between them. they're staring at each other intensely making jimin gulped. he doesn't want to let go of her, he can't. he is too fond of her that he can't even imagine his life without her.

"give me one good reason to stay jimin" she sternly said. but he doesn't say anything. his brain kept thinking about all things that could happen between them but there's nothing. he doesn't love her that way.

"as i thought"

"no, you can't break up with me, you can't leave me"

"just stop it okay?! stop trying to make me stay when you don't even care about me! stop trying to make me the bad guy when you're the bad guy here! stop trying to make me fall deeper in love with you when you don't feel the same..."

at this point, she doesn't care anymore. she let out a cry as she said everything that her heartfelt about him. about this relationship.

"but..i love you val"

how she wishes she can slap him in the face and kicked him out of the house. she scoffed once more seeing his pathetic act.

"you don't love me, you love your fame, you love your money, you love your drink, you love your parties, you love your status. you only look for me when you're drunk and alone, going to my house late at night asking me to take care of you so i did because i love you! but you never once cared for me, you don't know how to love me when you're sober jimin!"

she said it all in one breath. her tears kept flowing making jimin want to wipe them but her hand stopped him.

"i'm sorry..." he softly said.

"please just leave and don't come back" she looked down.

jimin wasted no time as he hugged her for the last time and pecked her forehead before leaving the house. the house that brought him comfort whenever he is drunk.

"goodbye val" he spoke.

once the door shut closed, she broke down crying as she hugged her knees. her cries and sniffles are all can be heard.

"i did it, mom, i let go of him"