single mother

11. Mommy issues

Time Jump 2 months

   Arizona Pov
   I woke up with Amelia by my side in my new house. I kinda wanna ask her to move in with me but idk if it's too soon. I mean I like her a lot. And she likes me a lot I think and really wanna live with her. I mean we basically do, she spends the night at my house almost every night.
   I hear Amelia start to wake up. She rubs her eyes and looks at me. "Good Morning" She says with her sleepy voice. "Good Morning" I reply and give her a kiss on the cheek. "What! Only the cheek? Really?" She complains tiredly and I laugh. "You didn't brush your teeth yet!" I joke and she laughs. "ughh i hate you" She jokes. "No you don't" I say and she smiles. "You're right." She says. "I know" I say and get out of bed. "ughhhh get back in bed why are you leaving me?" Amelia wined. "I have to get ready for work. And so do you I don't know why your still in bed." I tell her. "ugh what time is it?" She asks me. "9:43" I reply. "OH FUCK MY SHIFTS AT 10!" She yells and jumps out of bed. I start laughing at her.

   Amelia Pov
   I arrive at work and I'm 10 minutes late. I'm running into the lobby. "You're late." Bailey says. "Yes I know and I'm very sorry I didn't mean to I just over slept and didn't look at the time and then-" "I don't need a reason just don't be late." Bailey cuts me off. "Of course shes late. She's always late for everything. She's unpredictable you can't count on her to come on time." I voice from behind me says. Who the fuck was that. I turn around and of course. It's my mother. My mom and I don't have a good relationship at all. I start to panic. Why is she here? "Mom?" I say annoyed. "What you're not gonna give me a hug?" She asks. "Well you kinda just talked shit about me in front of the chief of surgery" I talk back. "Language" she says. "I'm an adult I can say what I want." I say defending myself and Bailey smiles. She knows my relationship with my mom isn't the best, and she just saw my mom be really rude to me so I knew she was on my side. "Why are you here anyway?" I ask with an attitude. "What I can't visit my daughter?" She asks. "Not when all you've ever done was be rude to me." I reply. "Stop being like this!" She says. "LIKE WHAT!" I raise my voice in the hospital lobby accidentally causing people to look at me. "YOU'RE SO RUDE YOU SHOULD JUST BE MORE LIKE YOUR OTHER SISTERS! YOU'RE OUT IF CONTROL! I RAISED YOU BETTER THAN THIS!" She shouts back at me. "What's going on?!" I hear familiar voice coming from behind me. It's Arizona. She just had to watch that happen. "Nothing it's fine." I say. "Who's this?" My mom asks. I take a deep breath. My moms homophobic. "Mom" I sigh. "This is Arizona...my girlfriend." I tell her and she looks shocked. "YOU'RE GIRLFRIEND!? I RAISED YOU BETTER THAN THIS! YOU CANNOT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!" She demands and Az looks at me worried. "I CAN DATE WHO EVER I WANT! IM AN ADULT!" I say. "AN ADULT WHO ACTS LIKE A CHILD! WHY ARE YOU DATING A GIRL? DOES SHE GIVE YOU DRUGS FOR FREE OR SOMETHING?" She says and I cannot believe she actually she said that. Tears start to form in my eyes and Arizona grabs my hand. "Ma'am I'm gonna have to ask you to leave right now" Bailey insists and my mom refuses. "I said now!" Bailey repeats when my mom doesn't move. "No" my mom says and I can't believe she's actually doing this. "Mom! Everyone in the hospital is staring and judging you! Please just leave! Stop causing a scene!" I say holding back tears. "Amelia we should go away from here." Arizona says and I agree and start walking away with Arizona. "WOAH THERE SHE GOES! RUNNING FROM HER PROBLEMS LIKE ALWAYS!" My mom says and I'm done.
Suddenly Owen comes from around the corner and I think he saw this whole seen. "Miss Shepherd you were asked to leave twice, you're causing a scene, now leave now before I call the cops!" Owen says and I smile. I didn't expect that from him. Owen looks and me and Arizona walking away. "Thank you" I mouth and he nods.
He escorts my mom out of the building and once she's gone I run to the supply room.
I start breaking down on the floor. I cant breath. I hear someone open the door and walk towards me. The person sits down and it's Arizona. "You're ok. You're ok." She says calming me down. "Here grab my hands." She says and takes my hands. "We're gonna breath together right now ok?" She says and I nod. "Ready in 123 Out 123 In 123 out 123" She repeats until I'm breathing at a normal pace. "Ok can you see how many fingers i'm holding up? Let's count them together ok?" She asks and we count her fingers until my panic attack is over. She comes over so that she's next to me sitting cross cross apple sauce. "Are you ok?" She asks me after a few minutes of sitting in silence. "No, but I will be." I reply and rest my head on her shoulder. "Bailey said we can go home, why don't you come over to my house and we can just lay in bed all day just like you wanted to this morning." She offers and I nod. "That sounds good. But can we just wait in here for a few more minutes?" I ask and she nods. "We can wait in here as long as you need" She says and I smile.
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Hey besties so i finally gave y'all a long chapter. Idk why the fuck i just said y'all i'm literally from new york- um anyways so this chapter was kinda all over the place but i hope you liked it. tell me if you liked it or if it sucked please. oh and vote for my chapters. ok have a nice night squad.