Breaking Bad

You still mine even when you not

Shreita. Please hurry up and come back. Bye.
"Jessica." My mom says walking in.
Mom.
"Whats up."
I need money... lots of money.
"Any normal mom would ask why, but I'm tired."
Mom... Your not an good mom. Your not. I laugh a little.
"I know. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I had you young. I left home young. I did everything backwards. I wish I can do better sweetie I do."
Mom.
"Yeah baby."
I love you.
"I love you too very much."

I think I think to much. I go threw my contacts about to delete some numbers when I see Aron's number.

"Jessicaa." Sherita says walking in my room.
Huh .
"What happen?"
So much.
"Beginning. You know how I love my stories."
No story to tell he left.
"Clearly." She says with wide eyes and swinging her arms out.
Yep.
"Call him."
What? I say with a confused.
"Call him."
No.
"Why not?" Shes says flopping on the bed next to me.
Because.
"You difficult."
Im not. Fine.
(Phone dialing) Buddy
"Hello."
Hey.
"Wow I wasn't even gone for an hour yet."
"Speak gurl." Sherita says in the back ground.
I wasnt.. No. I care about you rather you like it or not. Yeah I was with Bo. That still don't mean I don't love you. Shoot! Omg did I just say that. I say rubbing my head is disbelief.
"Yeah you did." Buddy said chucking.
Im sorry.
"I love you Jessica."
I love you too buddy. Omg I didn't mean to say it.
"Its cool."
No. I knew you wanted to say it first.
"I basically did cause you didn't really say it."
But do you mean it?
"Nothing that comes out this mouth a lie."
Mmm really.
"Okay rephrase that. When I say I love you I diffidently mean it."
Still mad?
"A little bit. I don't understand why you just didn't tell me. I care about you and whats going to happen to you."
I know.
"Im a call you later alright."
Yeah.
"Bye."
(Phone convo over...)
"Soo."
He said he'll call me later.
"I know I heard I love you."
Mmm. Must of heard wrong.
"Girl stop lying."
Anyway lets go to bed. Come cuddle with me.
"You lucky I like you."
Yeah, yeah.
So I couldn't sleep of course because now I have to tell Bo I'm getting an abortion. He going to be mad. So I just start playing around with Sherita. She was sleep so I was just feeling her up. I started with her boobies then I went down she grabbed my hand.
"You better stop. You ain't ready ma."
I was so horny. I couldn't control myself. And I'm no where near gay.
Show me what ready feels like. I say getting closer to her face.
She grabbed me close and Then started kissing my neck giving me a hickey. By then I'm beyond turned on.
Sherita. I softly breathe out.
"What?"
You have to keep going.
"Alright."
She starts off slow and gentele. It feels relaxing. Then she grabs both of my legs and put them on her shoulder. She just starts going crazy. At first I'm just like damn. Then she hit my spot. I couldn't help but make noises. I started hearing the steps but I wasn't sure. I was going to tell her to stop but I couldn't even get two words out it felt so good. So she keep eating away while I'm scratching, screaming, and going nuts.
"You good?"
Fuck yeah.
She laughs and climbs up. I barley had to do anything. She just basically took control. I see my door open a little but I was enjoying this to much to even stop or say something. We just kept going.

"Morning."
Morning. I couldn't even sit right my back hurt so bad.
"You ok." My mom asks me looking at me weird.
Yeah mom.
"Morning yall." Sherita says walking into the kitchen.
Hey.
"You still going to the movies?" Sherita asks me.
Yes, you?
"Yeah."
Im going to go take a shower.
"Alright."
Only thing that was on my mind was last night. Huh. It was so good.
"Jess yo phone ringing. Hello." Sherita picks up the phone.
"Stop you accidentally called my girl." Buddy says from a distance. 
"Fuck her you with me right now." The girl on the phone says.
"Alright. Hang up." Buddy says while ending the call.
"Hell nah. He scan. Buddy though." Sherita says in shock.
What?
"Hm. Here you go." Sherita says tossing me the phone.
Buddy called?
"He called alright." She laughs and sits in the chair.
okay what he say.
"He was with some girl. She accidentally called you."
Wow.
"Well I'm a get dressed. You can get dressed."
Yep. We both got ready and start heading out. We get to the mall and we meet up with everybody and Buddy in the corner with some random thats irrelevant. I just went up to Bo and grabbed his hand.
"Whats up." Bo asks.
Nothing.
"Why you ain't talking to buddy?" Bo says kinda stepping back.
Clearly somebody else occupying his time. I don't want to talk to him anyway.
"Alright." Bo says grabbing my hand again.
"Hey Frank." Sherita says leaning in for a hug.
"Whats up Sherita." Frank says.
"They finna get caught up and be into it again." Sherita says shaking her head.
"I know." Frank says with the biggest smile on his face.
Lets get some food yall I'm hungry.
"So you going to act like I'm not standing here." Buddy says pissed off.
You ain't nobody important.
"What I do?" Buddy asks.
Buddy get out my faace.
"Come and explain." Buddy says waving his hand away from everybody.
What you mean. You coming in here with some random female that nobody don't know about and oh expect me to say hey. You a damn fool.
"Alright." Buddy says with an attitude.
What you getting mad for. I mean I should be mad. I guess everything said on the phone mean nothing.
"Yeah you right." Buddy walks away pissed off.
Get out of my face.
"Jess." Franks says slowing walking over to me.
What frank!
"Calm down. Yall mad for nothing." Frank says.
Look yall have fun. Im fucking going home before I have to beat some girl ass.
"Who ass you gone beat !" The girl says getting all hype.
You, you skank ass hoe. With somebody else man and don't even care.
"Well he wouldn't be with me if you wouldve did it right the first time." The girl says with a little attitude.
"Jess lets just go." Sherita says pulling me away.
No she wants a show. Look bitch my man don't need sloppy seconds. Im a beat your ass.

I smoothed pass Bo and Frank. Punched her right in her mouth since she want to talk stuff. The mall security quickly came before I really got some licks in.
Bitch thats mine get your own!
"Damn Jess straight out of control dude." Frank says looking lost at what just happened.
"For real she is. Jess lets just go." Sherita says pulling me harder.
Alright.
"Wow." Buddy says smiling.
Shreita.
"Nope." Sherita says throwing her hands up at a lost for words for me.
Huh. I want to go shopping.
"You just got kicked out the mall." Sherita says laughing at me.
This ain't the only mall dummy.
"Girl don't do me."
Come on. I cant look at they face anymore. I say pulling my car keys out.