Lost Feelings: A Lumity Love Story

agony

Jerking myself awake I panic swinging my head every direction, trying to search the dimly moonlit room I try and call "mine".
Casting out a light spell I illuminate the room with the small orb

(" light... Luzes first spell... I'm unsure if it was coincidence, or if it's just in my mind. But... Luz said her name means light is this human language called "Spanish" though, I keep on thinking it was because of me. My name has light IN it- but I'm just being silly cause of my stupid little crush.." )

sighing I sit up in bed staring at the small... Calming orb of light, laughing to myself I pull out book five of " The Good Witch Azura " that Luz lent me, leafing through a few pages a small folded peice of paper falls out of the last page I open.
Looking at the paper I hesitate picking it up, unfolding it to see what I find funnily to sound like 'Liquid Courage'

(" OK Luz you got this! It's just a simple 'I really like you' that's all.. I just hope she feels the same")

My heart drops 'I just hope she feels the same' She?! My eyes study the last sentence a couple times until it hit thirty. 'She' could mean many girls... And it could mean not me. Eventually folding it back up I place it on the book I'd set on my bedside table, forcing myself to sleep.
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My morning started off terrible, the sun so bright seemed so dull. I was glad it was.
Sitting in front of the small vanity mirror I try and put my eyeliner on, only to just replace it with mascara. A heavy sigh escaped from my lips

"damnit..."

my nerves messed with my mind, my heart, and my entire body, leaving me shaking as I removed the dry, cracking black nail polish from my fingers. Deciding not to repaint my nails I sluggishly slip into my uniform...

I don't want to go to school..but I have to..

My eyes warily caught hexside and I immediately regret having got out of bed, that same heavy sigh came out of my lips as I muttered bitterly

"I just hope she feels the same..."

Scoffing harshly I think to myself

'dont make assumptions just yet amity blight. "

And head in through the wide twin doors only to feel the life being sucked out of me again.
Ending up sneakily walking around Hexside I try and avoid all contact with Luz, sadly on my end, after trying to sneak my way to my first hour... Luz found me first- not Willow...
titan this is going to be so embarrassing-

"Hey Amity!"

Her hug is extremely tight as if shes anxious about something

"soooo- Um..how did you think of azura five?? GOOD right??."

Handing her the book I shrug

"yeah..heh- it was good, different- but good"

smiling she takes it back

"awesome! I knew you'd like it"

blushing slightly I look down then quickly look up

" Oh and here! I found this on my blanket this morning I assumed it was from the book cause I only got pink papers at the moment, so I didn't open it."

I'm such a terrible liar, but thank titan she believes that I am telling her the truth...I think-
Handing her the paper I dash my eyes to the folds to see my note tucked hidden inside Luzes

"OH! UH Thanks! T-That is mine- sorry"

her face is so red I can't help but raise an eyebrow

" it's nothing, just something I accidentally used as a bookmark without thinking Amity Heheheeeh-"

Walking away as swiftly as she can she tries not to look back, waving to me she chuckles agony in her tone as I realize she knows I read it

"see you later."