Lost Feelings: A Lumity Love Story

nervousness

Laying still on the smooth granite floor I sob gently as my senses regain themselves, I hate it..my vision is shakey trying to concentrate, while my hearing picks up the most minut of noises hoping boscha doesn't come back to finish me off in school.
I sit up slightly, holding my head low as I see the blood from my nose pool in between my legs on the floor. Too dazed and focused on my reflection in the blood I don't process Luz yell

"Oh my god Amity!"

I feel her footsteps pounding as she runs up to me, she kneels down next to me.

"Amity? Hey Amity? Are you okay?!"

Looking up I try to nod but the nausea hits me like a brick wall, Gagging heavily I lower my head

" not too fast Amity... please- try and slow your movements.."

hanging my head low I scratch my palm with my thumb to atleast concentrate on something BESIDES her..I don't want to cry- not in front of her...

"Come on let's get you to the bathroom"

Reducing my movements to a bare minimum Luz helps me up, setting me back down on the large stalls floor she kneels in front of me, and rests her hands on my cheeks, lifting my head up very slow

"I'm not prying you're pretty out of it but who did this to you??!"

Extremely slow my eyes look up into her chocolate brown eyes. I try and say fluently 'boscha' but kinda silently mutter the name.
She sighs gently reading my lips, sitting beside me she wraps her arm around me and pulls me close, as means of comforting me..it helps- so much so that I bury my face into her shoulder, after trying to keep quiet I break down.
Crying I feel the pressure move the clotted blood, causing my nose to bleed again. Wiping my nose with the palm of my hand so it doesn't fall on luzes uniform.
I close my eyes.

"I'm so sorry Luz..."

I say choked up, and try to keep the blood from running down my face. I feel her thumb wipe a tear off my cheek,

"sorry?.. For what? If I hadn't found you sooner, you'd have probably been in worse shape..-"

opening my eyes I see Luz wearing an expression I've NEVER seen her use before. extreme, genuine worry- almost protective.

"thats.. true.."

I smile softly, trying to make light of the situation.

"I'll stay here as long as it takes... As long as you need me I'll be here- plus you seem too comfortable for me to dare move"

searching through my bag she hands me my water bottle,

"I am comfortable- past the pain in my side and the annoyingly neverending shaking my body is doing-"

She chuckles moving closer shes..REALLY WARM- her warmth is making me tired, I nestle closer to her in hopes she never moves.
My ear twitches slightly as she pulls tousled strands of hair back behind it

"Luz uhm.. You didn't have to come and help me- "

I twist the cap on and off on my bottle through habit of my shyness as her body warms me up.

"It's what I wanted to do Amity.. you needed me, and here I am.. Your FEARLESS champion.."

Laughing I look up to meet her eyes

"that's what you said yesterday when you took my role as grom queen.. BEFORE a spider crawled onto your face."

Blushing wildly Luz tries to intervene

"I! Thats just spiders OK?... They're ugly-"

smirking I look Luz dead in the eyes

"and they're a bug- bugs aren't that scary-"

Luz looks Oh So Betrayed Titan Forbid-