Lost Feelings: A Lumity Love Story

relief

I can't help but stare into her eyes.

"you know Luz?"

Her look softens to my swiftly said sentence

"Yeah?"

I look down, I feel extremely guilty for some reason so I say in a choked, half nervous tone

"that's kinda the- more or less- first time you've said something to me without thinking of a way to kindly say "that's what friends do" that I've heard"

Smiling she teases to mess with me

"thats just what friends are for-- OW OkOk just kidding!! HaHaHa..jeez you're tiny but you hold a strong punch"

Luz holds her arm that I'd promptly socked, taking my hand she adjusts my fist so my thumb is resting under my fingers not over, her fingers so unbearably soft and smooth I get goosebumps

"next time however... try a closed fist- it hurts more ami"

her voice splits into soft laughter as she presses a shy kiss to my knuckles. Giggling she clears her throat. Looking at eachother we say in somewhat unison

"sooo- there's something important I need to say-"

laughing I say slightly stuttering

"you first"

she blushes, shaking her head.

"No-..no Um.. you first"

Looking at her disapprovingly I reply

"let's say it together. On three okay? Cause that's just a VERY generic way to say something at the same time "

Laughing she nods slowly causing me to blush but I force myself to say,

"one.."

Sighing loudly she says in return,

"two.."

And together we say quickly

"THREE!!"

Our words jumble out half embarrassed and inaudible.

"AMITY I really- REALLY like you!!"
"will you go to grom with me as my grom date Luz??"

Well- I already knew her half but it still struck me shocked and blushing to hear HER say it, not boscha. My face goes redder at her shy quietness, sitting there in silence she has troubles looking at me, but I stare lovingly with a smile at her

"I would- Love to-.. sorry my mind is on full meltdown- s-stop looking at me like that! I can't speak when you do that-"

Luz says through heavy stutters, shaking my head I tease

"I'M not doing anything.."

Taking ahold of her hands I continue

"But I CAN do something- or tell you anyways- you're so beautiful and entrancing...Dusk and Dawn can't compete-"

chuckling she blushes softly when I place a kiss on one of her hands palms

"I never knew you majored in the flattery tract"

my cheeks flush red as I lean in to kiss her, and she leans in to kiss me simultaneously. Our lips barely brush together as the bell interrupts us.
I got easily and swiftly annoyed as I barely feel her lips teasing me, stopped by the bell.

"damnit.."

The words excape her lips.
Impatiently our lips swiftly press together too soft and loving to even consider us being impatient, she wraps her arms around my waist. My hands rest on her shoulders pressing slightly further but not TOO needily- just the right amount. both hugging tight as we part, we keep no room in between us.. and I mean.. no room, my lips pressing tight in between her neck and shoulder, while her arms wrap around me in between the waist and hip. We try and make ten seconds last forever.
Holding eachothers hands as we part we know we have to let go. Walking to class together, we try to seem "normal" even as our fingertips linger together..