The Devil's Angel

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲-𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞

"Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting them not to."
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Aurora Vega

As I was kissing Xavier I couldn't stop thinking about one specific person. This wasn't the man I wanted to be kissing. This wasn't the man I wanted to lose my virginity to.

This wasn't right.

Xavier is a good guy, he's kind, good looking, and nice.

But he's not Kai.

Although out of all the beatings, and the torture I went through. Kai's words hurt me the most.

I've never felt so alone before.

His words were like poison. They stung and burned my ears to hear.

But I hurt him too. I told him "I was wrong, you are a heartless monster." And as soon as I said that I regretted it. Not because he didn't deserve it, but because of how he viewed himself about it.

He truly believes that he is a monster, the devil. No matter how much I tell him he isn't.

He hurt me, he hurt me badly but I still care about him, he's the only man I want to talk to, touch, spend time with.

He was like a drug, my addiction, a bad, but sweet in a way addiction. No man could make my body react the way he makes mine. He's perfect in every way. From the scars that line his body, to his slightly crooked nose, or the fact that his whole life people have viewed him as an object rather than a person.

A 24 year old.

But nothing would hurt more than never being able to hear his laughter, or play with his soft fluffy hair, to feel his lips on mine, or the way our bodies feel when they touch.

He's a bad person, he has taken lots of lives, but so have I. I'm no different than him, and even if I was I like him for who he is. I like him for Diavolo and I'll like him for Kai.

I want to feel wanted.

I don't know if it was the alcohol I had that made me do this or the fact that I was hurt, but I knew I couldn't continue. I broke the kiss and detached myself from Xavier. He looked at me weirdly.

I shook my head. "I can't do this. Not when I want to be with another man. And you don't deserve this either, my father would kill you if he ever found out." Xavier just nodded.

"I'm sorry." He smiled and backed away. "Don't feel sorry Aurora. I understand." This man was so understanding it was almost scary.

"Can I ask why the change of heart all of a sudden? You're not together right?" I shook my head no. I sighed.

I walked over to the couch and sat down. Xavier stood in front of me.

"Because I love him... I fell in love with the devil." I shook my head trying to make the tears that wanted to escape stay put. "I sold my heart to the devil and he broke it. He broke me."

"And I can't help but still love him." A single tear escaped my eyes.

I stood up and wiped my tears. He walked toward me and hugged me. "Friends." I smiled. "Friends, but not when near my father." We both chuckled. "Agreed."