Life Without Parents

BLACK

I was woken by Matt surprisingly. I slowly sat up only to start crying again. Matt pulled me into his embrace not knowing what to say.

"Can I have a few moments?" I asked.

He nodded and walked out of the room leaving the door open. I walked to the bathroom and grabbed a razor breaking it to get the blade.

I sank onto the floor and hesitantly carved a x into my arm followed by three lines on the right of the x and one line on the left of the x.

There was blood all over the floor and I didn't care. I kinda looked pretty.

I cried and cried then silently screamed to myself for letting this happen. the screams I made got louder and louder until I guess Matt couldn't take it any long because he came running to me.

His eyes widened when he say my arm and floor covered in blood. He admittedly ran over to me trying to helpp me up but I refused pushing him off.

I grabbed the closest and hardest thing I could find and threw it at the mirror watching it shatter into pieces.

Matt kept trying to help me up but I kept pushing him away. soon after all my anger was replaced with sobbing. I collapsed into his arms in defeat.

He carried me to my room surprising me because I didn't know he knew where my room was. he layed me down on the bed and walked to bathroom.

I heard the water running but only for a second and then the sound of footsteps replaced it. my vision was getting blury. I could still see Matt walk over to me with something in his hands.

Then everything went black.......💀