My (mostly sad) random crapo

On The Spot

So what if someone thought you were "broken" and tried to fix you after you thought they were one of your best friends they just left??????? slowly you realize you dont want revenge 

But I know that I know

I don't want to be alone

if i can make it out alive

I wanna see just the sun rise

All I see is smoke and mirror

sand all the little things

I wanna see the world through your eyes

wanna see what makes this right

in your eyes

How I wish that I could see the things that you do in your eyes

I can feel the wild tears stremin' down my face

and i know this isn't right but

if the world started to rumble and sucked you in i might feel alright

 it would hold you tight

because that's what it feels like to be left on the spot

what if you got caught what would you do

if you got caught would you cry

would you try

or would you give up and let yourself get sucked in

i wouldn't have a grin

because revenge isn't what you'd imagine 

i have tough skin from being there

and while you are here in the darkness you learn that

you got yourself here

now what are going to do about it

i hope you learn

that to help people get here is slowly dragging yourself here too

lol that was like sad and pathetic but whatever. its kinda true though, i dont like ever post im srry about that but idk i just feel like i dont relate to it enough.

~Avi~