Everyone has that itch to be loved right? (except people who dont) well i do, for a while i thought i was an asexual because i dont need a boy in my life but i realized that i dont want a boyfriend or really think of one but i still have that indescribable itch i dont know if this makes me even more different than everyone else or not but i sometimes can make that itch fade a little with my friends because i know that they love me more than a little fling that i may have in high school friends will stay by your side through so much more than i lover can. like my BFF had a boyfriend for around four months but we was on vacation for two of them so they were dating for like two months, well anyway the whole time he would do little things to slowly piss me off like he revealed her secrets to her enemy and that stuff. but when he would piss me off i remembered that friendships last way longer than relationships and when they brake up i shouldn't tell her i told you so but consul her and i realized that friendships are so important in life your partner is always your friend remember that thats why when people break it off they sometimes say i hope we can still be friends because you were a big part of their life for a while and just cutting that off would hurt both of you even if its just a friendly smile or a quick smile those can make each others days.
That was my weird rambling ~Avi~
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