You can only have one (Drarry/Draise)

part 3

DRACOS POV

I was on my way to hogwarts, sitting in my own compartment.

People think im such a bitch, so they fear me. but i'm not complaining or anything because it's better to be feared than people to pretend to like you.

Everybody is so fake all the time, it's better to be upfront about your feelings than to hide them.

Blaise normally sits with me but he's been weird over the summer, I think the dark lord is getting to him.. we don't tend to talk about our feelings unless we're drunk because it makes us both uncomfortable. I really do wish i could talk with somebody though.

I see Potter walking down the rows upon rows of full compartments. Where is the Weasel and the mud-blood?

He looks like he's about to cry, normally this would be hilarious, normally i would be mocking him but, there's this feeling in the pit of my stomach that makes me feel sort of bad for him.

He looks like he's been hit by the tide over and over and he's just run out of breath and he's finally drowning.

He looks like his stunning bright green eyes are loosing they're beautiful uniqueness and falling into pure loneliness.

"hey Potter" fell out of my mouth.

"what do you want Malfoy." he said with so much hatred.

"Do you need somewhere to sit?" i don't even know what i'm saying.

"um...yeah sure thanks." he said flustered. He looked like he was a bit relieved

He sat on the same side of the compartment as me. I'm not sure why. He was very far away from me though. He refused to make eye contact.

"I don't have cooties Potter."

I wish he would move slightly closer.. i dont know why.

"yea, yeah i know.." He said as he moved slightly closer to me.

"Why're you being nice Malfoy?"

"I guess i just am very sorry about the past, i was super jealous of you and your success." i said. I don't even know where that came from.

"It's okay Malfoy, the past is the past. We can put it all behind us." He said as he moved closer to me

"Yeah, so where are your friends?" I said moving closer to him

"Uhh...they started dating and asked for some space hahaha" he looked at me in the eyes. Finally.

Those gorgeous green eyes. I could get lost in them.

"I'm sorry Potter that sucks." I said not breaking eye contact.

"It's Harry, and thank you. Do you ever wonder would it would've been like if we were friends initially Draco?

"Draco sounds weird coming out of your mouth hahaha. but yeah i wonder that all the time P- i mean Harry. What about you?"

"Yeah i do, i always regretted saying no to being friends in first year. Sorry about that."

"It's okay, Im gonna try and get some rest if that's alright?"

Yeah.. me too, have a good sleep Draco."

"you too Harry"