part 19

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DRACOS POV

I left him speechless, and i know it.

He almost found out about Blaise. If we had been playing truth or dare, he would've found out. I need to be cautious for sure. As i walked away from Potter with my hands in my pockets, not looking back. I thought more and more about Blaise and how i'm full on cheating on him. Are we exclusive though? I should probably ask him that.

"Hey B!"

"Hey, how was detention?" Blaise asked me

" It was okay, can we talk about something?" I asked

"of course, what about?" Blaise questioned looking nervous

"It's just about Snape and all this death eater shit, it's really stressing me out and The Dark Lord wants me to get it next week." i started

I started to stress out

"He can see all my memories and to be completely honest, all my good ones are with you. So my dads gonna find out and then we'll be forced to stop seeing each at all and i can't lose you and-" 

He cut me off and just hugged me.

I leaned into his shoulder

"You can't lose me Dray, i would never let them take you away from me okay?" Blaise reassured

I was about to cry at this point

"But he could kill us and you need to live on and i need to be with you, i have to. I've always needed to be with you and now i am and it's only been a little and i can't just lose you already-"

I silently cried into Blaise's shoulder

"I've always liked you. There's no way that just because we've finally fucked, that they can take me away from you" Blaise said bluntly

"what do you mean you've always liked me, I thought you knew you were straight." I stated

"Well i'm clearly not, considering i'm falling for you and I have been in love with you since 4th year." Blaise chuckled

"fourth? Why did you never tell me?" i asked, looking back on previous years

"Well i thought that me making out with you almost every night since 5th year WAS telling you" He explained

"I thought that was platonic." i laughed, still with tears in my eyes

He laughed at me and layed me down on his bed, snuggling in behind me. Making him the big spoon.

I couldn't lose him. He's the reason i still want to wake up in the morning.

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