You can only have one (Drarry/Draise)

Part 37

DRACO'S POV:

I woke up lying on Blaise's chest and I smiled. There was a lot of pain in my arm but he made it worth while. I got up slowly so I wouldn't wake him. He looked so peaceful. I left the dorms and went into the common room restroom. There wasn't anybody in there. It was 5 am. I looked in the mirror and then down at my arm I couldn't stand it.

⚠️TW⚠️

I dragged my nails across the awful skull plastered across my arm until blood drew. Why won't it fucking come off.

I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.

The tears started to fall. I couldn't have anybody walk in. I flicked my wand at the doors to keep them shut. This was one of the worst weeks in my fucking life.

Blaise and I can't stay together. It isn't fair for him. I fucked it up and second chances are bullshit.

I ran water and wiped my face off drying to reduce the redness. I walked out of the bathroom considering whether I should head back to bed or not.

I may never get to wake up with him again so I decide to go back into Blaise's dorm. We have class in two and a half hours.

I climb back in to his warm bed. I wrap my arms around his torso and kiss his neck before resting my head back in the crease between his head and chest.

"mhmmm" Blaise mutters in his beautiful deep morning voice

He leaned his head back on my head. He turned around to kiss my head reassuring that he was okay and then slowly drifted back to sleep. I was wide awake and not planning on sleeping. Blaise was incredibly warm and I'm frozen.

I woke up to an owl at the window. I wasn't sure when I fell asleep but I was warm and being held. That's all I wanted.

"What time is it?" Blaise muttered half asleep

"7:30, we have class in half an hour" I said looking up at him

"mmm can we skip?" His husky voice questioned

"We?" I asked confused