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season 7, episode 2- shock to the system

"It was so scary" you cried to Perkins in another one of your appointments "Derek, seeing him like that, it's was so scary, he's my family, everything, that's all I think about

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"It was so scary" you cried to Perkins in another one of your appointments "Derek, seeing him like that, it's was so scary, he's my family, everything, that's all I think about." You sniff "It's nice to let it out, and I do now feel like I'm ready to go back to work"

"Okay, let's uh, talk more about that tomorrow, but there some more thing" Perkins says closing his file

"What?" You say

"I recently heard you and Dr. Karev are dating... again" Perkins says

"Again? My love life has nothing to do with you" you wipe your tears

"Yes, but I was just wondering if sex was a sign of you trying to forget what happened" Perkins

"Oh my god" you say "no, n-no of course not" you say

"Alright then, you can go now, we'll talk about you coming back to work tomorrow" prims says

"So you can talk about my sex life but not about me coming to work" you scoff and walk out

You get into the locker room and grab your stethoscope and put it around your neck and someone's pager won't stop beeping

"Sounds big, I'm betting MVC" Jackson says

"Multiple MVC or an apartment fire" Alex says

"When is the staring gonna stop" April whispers

"As soon as the novelty wears off, just ignore them" Jackson says

Lexie sighs and turns to all the other residents which are staring at you all "yes! Okay, I'm the crazy one, I am the one who freaks out and screams at people, like that" lexie shouts and storms out

"He clear you yet?" Cristina asks and you say nothing "No? Still?"

"I even cried, like full on sobbing, I even wore bad mascara so he wouldn't miss them." You sigh not talking  about Alex because you two promised not to tell anyone just yet because you guys have already dated before

You just sigh them, your pager goes off so you, grab your lab coat and go do some consults since you can still do that, just not surgery

After your day in the pit, you were also asleep in the locker room and then your pager goes off and you have to talk to Perkins' again

You walk in and your determined as you open the door "hello, Dr. Wood" Perkins says in a big smile

"My bestfriend got shot, he almost died right infront of me, but he didnt. And yeah I may be using sex as a way to forget about all of this, is that what you want to hear" you ramble on

"Dr. Wood..."

"I-I'm not done yet, yes multiple times that day a gun was held to my head, and I lay at night wondering, what if I died? What if I was shot? But the thing is I didn't, I survived the shooting, plus I'm an incredible surgeon and I should be able to do my job, because I'm damn well good at it" you say and then slowly sit down

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 12, 2021 ⏰

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