Before I Met You In Person: Phanfiction

Chapter: 3

**Im very happy bc I got Madness by SWS yesterday but just put it on my computer today so listening to it rn!**

**Dans POV**

I woke up. It's about 3 am. Shit. I can't think right. I don't even know what's going on. I know I shouldn't be awake. I look at my phone. Phil texted me last like always. I pick up my phone. I can't. I can't bother him. I just can't but remember what he said. I type in "Hey can we talk" I wait about 5 minutes before I press send.

All my thoughts were how pissed he is gonna be and how he was just peacefully sleeping and some worthless idiot woke him up. How am I so stupid. I got a respond. I sat back. I moved and picked up my phone. I see.

"Hey what's wrong Dan? Are you okay?~Phil

"Um first thanks for replying and talking sorry I woke you up~Dan

"It's fine, it's more than fine. I want you to wake me up if anything happens. I want to help and talk. Are you okay?~Phil

"Well I'm not sure. I just woke up and couldn't think right. Not sure what happened. I know it's a stupid reason to wake you up im sorry~Dan

"Just listen to some music and close your eyes. I wish I could just stay with you until you fall asleep. I never want you to think you can't ask for my help. I want to help~Phil

Wow. I love him. Well actually I don't know. I like him a little I guess. Wait no Dan. No. You cant. He is so much better, he would never like you anymore than a friend. He says stuff just to make you feel better. He means it but anything that sounds like he likes you. He just says that.

"I'll try. I'll leave you be to sleep. Goodnight Phil or morning actually^_^ <3~Dan

"I just want you to be okay. Try to sleep. Goodnight Dan<3~Phil

It wasn't until phil sent a heart back I realized what a fucking mistake I had made. Well he sent a heart back so maybe he just thought it as a I don't know. Friend thing as a thank you. What if he took it the wrong way. All I know is I fucked up. I never think anything through. Well shit he sent one back so it's okay. I hope....okay maybe I do like Phil a little.

I wake up to see as usual Phil said good morning. It makes me happy to see at least one person probably cares enough to say goodnight and good morning. Maybe Phil does care. Thinking he does is the best feeling ive felt in a while.

We have our regular conversations. Usually about music and all the stuff we have in common. He constantly reminds me himself and others care. He reminds me im important. We talk about how we wish we were just together all the time. I wish he was. I feel I need phil sometimes.

I wish he was there to just hug me for ten minutes or stay with me till I fell asleep when my insomnia kicks in. It almost feels like I miss him even though I've never met him in real life. It's the strangest feeling. I never knew what it was like with Phil yet I miss the feeling.

I have a physical pain to be with him. My chest just knots up when I realize he's not too close to me. When I realize I can't be with Phil right then and there.

**Well it's a short chapter. Idk. I also put American Idiot on my computer and phone too so have to listen to that too. Also im addicted to Party In The Graveyard by Ghost Town new favorite obsession. I also hope I can see them again but with Falling In Reverse. I fell in love with Ghost Town on Black Mass**